Ryan was just getting over a bad breakup when she met Dave. He charmed her and she fell for him. But what happens when she finds out he's deep in the streets? Will they make it or will all the mishaps get the best of them?
book cover by : @urbangli...
The next couple of days went by fast for us, babe was now out of the hospital. We broke the news to his moms and grandma that we were moving, they weren't too happy about it cause I'm sure they felt like I was trying to snatch Dave from them. Or that I was feeling a certain way and I was removing Kairi from around them but it wasn't like that. If I gotta move out the damn country to protect my child than I'll do so. We had packed and shipped almost all our things to the new house. We were just waiting until our flight which was tonight and we'll no longer be living in New York. I was nervous cause this was the only place we've known, but I was excited for the new experience. Santana was already in Atlanta, he had rented him a little condo down the street from us. Brooke and Chris were getting ready to deliver their baby boy, so traveling wasn't something they could do at the moment. I had been looking at different doctors offices for this pregnancy as well as somewhere for Kairi to get her checkups. Nobody knew about this pregnancy cause we decided to wait until we know everything is fine with the baby. Dave said he had all his business handled, so I've basically been caring for him and his injury as well as packing and running behind Kairi who was now learning how to walk. I guess you could say my life was pretty hectic right now but in all due time it'll fall into place. "Bae!" I was snapped out of my thoughts by Dave telling for me. I sigh and made my way up the stairs for what felt like the 10th time today and it's only noon. I walked into the room and he was laid out on the blow up mattress,"yes?" "I think my bandaids need to be changed, can you please do it if you don't mind?" he said looking at me. I nodded and grabbed the stuff I needed, I sat on side of him and carefully raised his shirt. I removed the old bandages and cleaned the area,he held onto my thigh as I bandaged him up. "Done." I said fixing his shirt. "Thank you." he said puckering his lips. I chuckled and bent over pecking his lips, he deepened the kiss knowing good and damn well we can't do anything. I pulled away, "We can't do anything babe, you're still injured and Kairi is sleep."He let out a frustrating groan, " I know, this shit need to heal already." I chuckled cause it had been a while since we've been intimate and while I'm just fine, it's killing him. I guess it's just that I've been so focused on other things and by the time I do have a little free time I'm sleepy. And with Kairi now being 10 months and attempting to walk it's been even more hectic. "You'll be okay for me to meet up with Brooke? I'll bring Kairi." he nodded. "Yeah ima be straight, ima probably take a nap. Just wake me up when you make it back." he said getting more comfortable. "Okay love you." I said heading out the room. "Love you more!" I got Kairi's stuff together and I woke her up. I changed her diaper and fed her. I called Brooke letting her know I was on my way, I was glad we got this one on one time cause there's been something on my mind that I definitely couldn't tell Dave. It took no longer than 20 minutes to be at the restaurant, I carried Kairi on my hip as I walked in. I sat down and placed my order, it was really for Kai due to me not being hungry I just helped her not make a mess. A couples minutes went by before Brooke waddled in with a hand on her now swollen belly. She sat across from Kairi and I and ordered damn near everything off the menu. "So what's been going on?" she asked getting comfortable. "Nothing we told his family about us moving and of course they stated their unwanted ass opinions, the usual." I said helping Kairi eat her food. "Y'all told them about the pregnancy?" she asked as the waitress brought us our food. I shook my head no, "can I be honest with you for a second?" She gave me this "bitch please" look, "duh hoe you know you can." I sighed knowing this might not be the best thing to do but I need to tell somebody,"I've been thinking about getting an abortion." Her mouth fell open in shock,"Ry why would you wanna do that? Dave would literally kill you." I knew she would say that," I'm not ready like I love Kairi to death, but I'm scared that I won't love this baby like I do her. Or what if Dave slips back into his old cheating ways? I'm just scared." She gave me this sympathetic look," you're a good ass mom to Kai, and I know Dave loves you. You're overreacting, everything will be fine." I nodded cause maybe I was just overreacting. In the middle of our conversation my phone went off indicating I had a unread text message. It was was from an unknown number and when I opened it I damn near passed out. It was a picture of Jessica and Dave in the bed, I regained my composure once I realized it was a old picture. It was before Kairi was born because I noticed he didn't have her name tattooed. He was asleep and she held the biggest grin on her face. I knew it was her but my thing was what could she possibly want with me if their lil "situation" was over. I rolled my eyes and deleted the message thread. It was in the past and now that Dave and I were engaged I refused to let these goofy bitches get under my skin from some shit that happened a year ago. I guessed Brooke sensed the tension cause she spoke up,"what is it?" I chuckled,"Well this duck ass hoe Jessica sent me a picture of her and Dave from like a year ago, they were in the bed together." "How you feel about it?" she asked focusing her attention on me. I simply shrugged,"I'm not bothered about it anymore cause I forgave him about the shit, my thing is why do you keep bothering me about it?" "I feel you, don't let this broad ruin your relationship." she finished up her food. I snapped a quick picture of Kai and sat down 2 $20 bills. We said our goodbyes and made our way out the restaurant. I carried Kairi to the car and strapped her in the seat. - When we made it home Dave was still in the bed, I laid Kairi down for a nap. So I went to the room to help him take a shower, he winced in pain as I helped him sit up. He held onto my waist as I took of his shirt carefully. I helped him to the bathroom and started up the shower. Once he got in, I tried to help him from the outside but that was definitely not working. I stripped out my clothes leaving on my bra and thong. I would've taken all of my clothes off but this ain't that kind of party. I washed him up while he held my arms for support. Once he was clean I started cleansing his face, he pecked my lips in middle of me helping him. I chuckled, "I love you forreal." he said wholeheartedly. Part of me felt bad cause just an hour ago I was talking about getting an abortion knowing how he felt about those and the situation he's in would only make this worse. "I love you too." I said now helping him out the shower. He stood there while I dried him off. I changed the bandages on his back and helped him out his clothes on, once I finished I changed my clothes since I took a shower earlier. We went downstairs to the kitchen and I got started on some food, he wanted breakfast so that's what I cooked. I helped him over to the couch and handed him the remote so he could watch TV while I cooked. While the food was cooking I scrolled down my timeline looking at the foolishness people posted. I posted a picture of Kairi from earlier and turned off the comments.
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@RyanDestiny : my lil baby will be 1 in 2 months 😭time slow down !
After posting the picture and checking my dms I clicked out of the app and focused my attention back on the food I was cooking. Once it was done I made babes plate and brought it to him with a bottle of water. He thanked me and said his grace, I started cleaning up my mess while he ate. I was just glad everything was going to be better tomorrow.
- yikes is Ryan having second thoughts about this pregnancy? 😬
