Kisses

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     He is kissing me. As in a no joke kiss. Not a peck, not a small Lil' kiss. A kiss like 'why haven't we done this before' type kiss. And I'm kissing him back. When we break apart, he looks at me like he never had before. Like he loves me. In love type look. Taken over by me type look. Or have I seen this before, I have. And I have been ignoring it this whole time till now. And now I'm giving him that same feeling look. 

      "I'm so sorry Abby!"He says suddenly, and then he is crying. Crap. "Blue. No, it's ok!" I have never seen him cry this hard. No. No. No. Crap. I'm supposed to go out with James tomorrow. But I can't stop myself. I pull his head up. His eyes meet mine. "I messed up, didn't I?" He says, his tears are slowing now. "Not at all." And this time I'm the one to kiss him. 

     I wipe away his tears. And soon we are eating our favorite food, and kissing in a tiny booth. In public. Oh my gosh. We were in public the whole time. Oh well. "Why did you give in." He says "I honestly don't know." I laugh "I'm being serious Abby!" "Ok, Ok! I saw that look, and I realized all the times you had said that you loved me and whenever you hugged me and tried to kiss me, it wasn't just... puppy love," I smile at him "You actually love me Blue, don't you?" I ask "I actually love you, Abby."  And I kiss him knowing whatever happened wasn't a dream. 

     

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