A Lil' broken

White walls.

     Blue and I are in his car, there is another car speeding through the red light. There are bright lights then there is darkness. Then there is me thinking I'm having a nightmare. Then I realize it's not a dream. We are upside down. I'm slipping out of my seatbelt. Blue's slumped down. Unconscious, maybe we are dead, I don't even know. "Blue!" I feel like I'm screaming but It comes out as a whisper. I pull myself out of my seatbelt, more like I pry myself out of my seatbelt. Then there are red and blue lights blinding my tear-filled eyes. I'm dead I am almost sure of it. So is my baby, my sweet Blue. Then a door opens and a man pulls my only love out of the car. "Blue!" this time I scream. "Blue...I love you, baby..."

     I wake up and feel pain stretching all over my body. "Blue...?" I ask. "Honey..." I look up to see my mother sitting in a chair, her face mascara stained, still beautiful though. "What?" She doesn't respond "Mom!" I yell, my voice hurts. "Is he okay?" I cry out. She falls apart. "Mommy!" I start crying even harder. "We don't know..." She finally says. "What do you mean? Is he dead?!" I scream. "No...But we don't know how long it's going to stay that way..." She gets up and walks out the door.

     Staring at the white walls of the hospital. There is a small table with flowers and piles on piles of cards. I have been here officially for three days tomorrow. I look at the t.v., Spongebob turns on but it immediately goes to commercials. Nothing good can last. I laugh. I really do. A nurse runs into my room. "Is everything ok?" She says in a panic. "Um, yeah?" I reply. "I guess, you know the love of my life might be dead but you know, I am fabulous." She looks me up and down, reminding me of Carolina. Oh god. Maybe I will die in this place too.