𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚 ✰

sixteen

I was confused. Why did Chase kiss me? Why is Josh leading me on? I thought after the whole Anthony situation this morning, we would be fine. After Trent came in we all scattered around, I found a little corner and sat there. I was watching tiktoks trying to waste time, when I got a text from Josh.

joshh <3
4:25 pm

joshh <3
hey y/n

y/n
hey..

joshh <3
can we talk?
in the hallway?

y/n
yeah i'll be right there.

I got up and walked into the hallway, Josh was there pacing back and forth running his hands through his hair. "Hey.." I said. "Hi.." There was silence, it wasn't nice like usual. We were both uncomfortable and tense. "What are we?" I asked. "Honestly, I don't know." He sighed. "Josh." I started.

"Do you even like me? Were you just leading me on?" "No, no, no, I do like you y/n, a lot actually." He sighed. "Why were you kissing Nessa?" "She kissed me!" "Well why were you kissing her back?" I asked, getting a little angry.

"Do you still have feelings for her?" "I-" "This morning when Anthony kissed me I didn't kiss back and I tried to push him off. You could've easily pushed her off." "That didn't give you the right to kiss Chase did it?" He asked, slightly raising his voice.

"Okay, Josh I only kissed him back because I was mad at you." "You know, y/n, we're not even dating anyway so I don't know why you got mad." "You literally got mad at me this morning, for the same thing! And I didn't even kiss him back!" I was really upset at this point.

Tears started brimming my eyes. "You know, Josh I really care about you, but I don't want to be led on by some guy who's gonna crawl back to his ex right when she says she wants him back." "Y/n I want to be with you! Not Nessa!" He said, I was surprised when I saw tears stream down his cheeks.

"Josh, I think we both need to figure out where we stand, and who we want to be with." "I guess you're right..." He sighed "Josh it's time." Trent came into the hallway. "Oh y/n I set up an area for you too." That surprised me.. "Really? Okay.." He led me to my 'area'.

The fans started piling in and I was surprised when some girls came to me. "Hi!! Can we make a tiktok?" "Um sure!" I said, awkwardly. I wasn't used to this. We made a few tiktoks and I was surprised they knew who I was. "You're Josh's girlfriend right?" One asked. "No she's Anthony's girlfriend."

"I'm not dating anyone actually." I chimed in. More girls started coming to my area and the other girls had to leave. "Oh my gosh hi! lets take some selfies." Some girl said as she ran towards me. I laughed. "Okay."

After about an hour of talking to 'fans' we decided to have a q&a section. "Okay so we're gonna pick some people to ask questions." Jaden said. "Make 'em good!" Griffin yelled. One girl in the front rose her hand right away. "Hi! I have a question for Anthony." Anthony walked towards the front.

"So, out of all the girls here which one would you date, I hope it's y/n." Anthony looked uncomfortable. "That's for me to know, and maybe if I date her you'll find out." He winked.

Time flew by fast. It was about 9:10, the show ended at 9:00. We all huddled into the tour bus and drove back the the hotel. I sat with Payton. We arrived back at the hotel but I realized that I was supposed to share a bed with Josh.

I walked into the room, Josh was already on the bed. "Oh hey Y/n." Jaden said as I passed his bed. "Hey Jay.." I said. "Um Josh, are we still gonna share a bed?" I asked. He ignored me. "Okay, guess not." I got you my phone and texted Anthony.

anthonyy
9:34 pm

y/n
hey..

anthonyy
hi wassup

y/n
um so like
i was supposed to share a bed with josh
but uh, you know what happened.
so i was wondering
if like

anthonyy
yes you can sleep w me

y/n
thank you sm

anthonyy
np
uh i'll leave the door unlocked

I don't know why Anthony was still being nice to me. I don't even know who I like anymore, i've always liked Anthony.. But Josh makes me so happy, but so does Anthony. But they're both hormonal guys. So I don't even know who actually likes me.