Boku no himitsu (english Version)

Chapter 2

Red eyes fixed on me.
I blinked. "What are you doing here, Kacchan...?" I asked in surprise.
He didn't answer me, just kept looking at me.
Quietly I closed the door behind me put down my worn clothes and the towel and was just about to turn back to him when he was standing behind me pushing me against a wall.
A surprised sound escaped my throat as I felt his body so close to mine.
My face got hot, my mouth got dry.
"Kacchan...?" it came over my lips rough.
I heard his clothes rustling finally felt his breath on my ear.
One of his legs he had squeezed between mine and pushed me now with the face against the wall in front of me. I clearly felt his body on mine.
Embarrassed I hoped that my body would not react to the closeness I pinched my eyes and took a deep breath then blinked in surprise.
Kacchan smelled ... different than usual. The minty smell was still there but it was overshadowed by something else. Something I was not used to from him and still knew what it was. Alcohol!
"Are you drunk?" I wanted to know softly.
He still hadn't said a word, just kept pushing me against the wall, holding me in that position.
"Was it fun to get in touch with IcyHot?" he finally asked me. "Did he comply with your request?"
I blinked again, twisting my head slightly so I could at least see him out oft he corner of my eye. "What are you talking about?" I wanted to know.
"I want to know if there's something going on between you two!" He hissed right into my ear, causing me to flinch.
"Of course not!" I hissed back, pushing myself away from the wall and encountering less resistance than expected.
I slipped out from under his arm and put some distance between us.
He remained standing at the place I left him holding his head down.
"There's nothing going on between Todoroki and me. We're just friends!" I said now and fell silent. Why did he want to know that? He did not care who I was with. He... did not want to be near me anymore, did not want to be friends with me anymore.
My heart contracted painfully at the thought. I clenched my fists. I would never start anything with someone else. Not in a million years! But that was something he did not know. Could not know. Not allowed to know!

Slowly, there was some movement in Kacchan again. He pushed away from the wall swayed briefly and then staggered past me to my bed dropped on it.
"Okay..." he said softly.
'Okay...?' I repeated in my mind and looked at him.
He lay half on the bed his eyes closed, looking somehow peaceful. Involuntarily I had to smile then sat down on the edge of the bed and nudged him gently.
"Hey, you should go to your own bed if you like to sleep..." I said softly.
Not that I would have minded if he had slept here. However, my longing for death was too low to take the risk of being awakened the next morning by a raging Kacchan who would probably accuse me of compelling and seducing him or god knows what.
Without opening his eyes Kacchan grabbed my hand and pulled me next to him.
"Do not fancy..." he mumbled.
I squealed in surprise, came to rest next to him and immediately felt his arm around me, got pulled closer to him.
He pressed his cheek against my arm, nestle to it.
"Izuku~," he breathed. He had not used my name for so long that it sounded unfamiliar. "It was not nice to give me the cold shoulder and flirt with IcyHot..." he whispered and opened his eyes. "Unfortunately I have to punish you now..." he grinned at me.
It started to tingle in my stomach, but my head worked at full speed.
'What's just happening?' I wondered but could not think about it since Kacchan had straightened up and now leaned over me.
His face came closer and closer.
As if hypnotized, I stared into his eyes, then suddenly felt his lips brushing against mine.
Infinitely gentle and shy, he kissed me.
My head was swept empty and my body took the lead.
I pulled him close, returned the kiss, and finally closed my eyes.
How long had I been longing to feel those lips. How long had I been longing to be as close to Kacchan as I am now?
I sighed into the kiss. My whole body tingled like crazy. My heart beat so fast and loud that you could probably hear it next door.

Kacchan pressed against me, deepened the kiss and licked my lips requesting.
Finally, when our tongues met, I didn't know anything at all. All I knew was that Kacchan was with me, kissing me - and tasting of alcohol.
The taste got my head going again. No, that wasn't right. He only kissed me because he was drunk. Because he wasn't the master of his senses. Because he didn't know what exactly he could do wrong.
I pushed him away from me and again brought distance between us.

Puzzled, Kacchan looked at me, then licked his lips and began to grin. "So you wanna play ...", he whispered again and came crawling towards me.
I blinked at him, jumped out off the bed and raised my hands defensively.
"No that's not what I want to. This... isn't right in that way... " I started and stopped.
Of course it wasn't right! I had always imagined it differently. And even though it was my very first kiss and then with Kacchan... It still did not feel right. It was the alcohol that made him do this all.
"Then show me how it should be right...", he cooed, came to me slightly staggering and wanted to pull me into a hug.
I swallowed, avoiding him. "You're drunk. Go and sleep off your intoxication!" I snapped.
He froze, looked at me but said nothing.
"Please..." I said very softly and looked at him pleadingly.
He still looked at me then grimaced and put his hand over his mouth.

Tbc...