the last kiss

for the rest of my life

i stayed there for while.
after she left.
bringing myself back to senses.
realising the fact that she left me again with broken heart.
which can only be healed by her smile.

her voice echoed in my ear's

jul's :u know that i have to get married someday.
and u'll be hurt.
will u be able to handle that?

val: u should have thought that before letting me in
& i dont want to waste a single minute without you.
i want to have all i can.
and i don't want to miss all i can give.
i dont know if i'll be able to take the pain juls.

but i dont want to regret that i missed my time with you.

juls: but i cant see u in pain.

val: u can never cause me pain.
and even if u do . I wouldn't mind, my love. It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you.

back to reality.

i picked myself up and decided to head back home .

writter's pov

i loved the way u left me broken.
its been years and m still in pieces.
each time i try to collect my self.
it hurt a little more.
this pain.
and this pain is the wittness that my love was true.
that u existed.
that u wasn't just a dream.
and m glad that i can see u in my dreams that there u are still mine.
and i believe that my dream world is my new real world.

i got my self home and immediatly i left for my office.
i didn't had the strenght to stay at home and face my family .
not like this.
and my phone buzzed.
it was jul's.
i picked it up.

val:hey!
trying to sound strong.
juls: u home
val: yeah
juls: u ok.
val: yeah m fine.
r u ok?
juls: yeah m fine.
val: mmm
i hope he didn't said anything about being late ?
juls: m not home yet
val: oh
juls: yeah!
i just wanted to know if u ok.
and never forget that u r my proud.
val: mmm
juls: now don't keep thinking about this later.
m fine.
m happy.
val: mmm
juls: bi i have to go.
val: i love you juls.
juls: i know.
val: bi.

i rushed to office before i break down
and as soon i reached there.
aunt may was already there working on our recent artical.
i sat there trying to focus on work.
she saw me and she came to me.
maybe she noticed my face although i didn't cried much.

aunt may:
what's wrong kid?
is there anything bothering you.

val:
nah m ok dw.

aunt may:
i can tell when u r lying kid.
now tell me.
and with that i bursted into tears and she held me.
hey what happened did something happened at home.

i kept crying unable to express my pain.

tell me vale whats wrong?

val:nothing i just miss dad.
she kept holding me.
until i stopped crying.

aunt may: u know you  are the strongest person i know val
even sometimes when m vulnerable u keep me calm.
things will be better.
u can't be weak.
you the one who always give me strength.
u know u the sweetest,kindest and strongest girl i know.
if it was possible i would have made my son marry you.
but since u treat him as ur brother.
it will be wrong.

with her last sentence i laughed a little.
and finally she kissed my forhead and left me to gather my self.

i got myself home.
everybody was home already.
it was almost night.
rest of the time went fine.
we had dinner and went to bed.
before taking myself to my dream world. i promised myself that no matter what i'll wait for her.
whenever she'll call me i'll leave everything and go with her. because my soul belongs to her. and it will be her's for the rest of my life.

THE END.

because all i witnessed was love in your eyes.