some stories are not meant to end happily. i guess the greatest only
even in history the great love stories didnt end well
i have heard that ture love is cursed
its never that simple and always end in pain.
i valentina in love with juliana.
we were...
i woke up next day feeling weird not exactly remembering why my head is hammered. i closed my eyes and held my head in my hand as it was throbbing. as i closed my eyes and i saw juls..
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its my fav memory of her from our time we spent together. it still give me chills. all i can see her walking towards me shirtless in her blue jeans and black bralett . she look like model. she indeed is breathtaking. (in that moment i realized maybe i'll get to see her) i moved myself and reachout to my phone. FUCK! I cursed myself & when i saw the time it was 11 o'clock i rushed toward bathroom took a quick shower and put on a simple black t-shirt and blue jeans. as i was not sure i'll see her or not brushed my teeth and combed my hair a little made an excuse to my mother that why i was in so much rush and i left for my girl. i was overwhelmed . it was just over a month since val lost her grandmother so she still was not over the grief it still stinged her being in a place and not having her around. and its almost an year she have'nt seen juls (although she insisted juls to meet her once before her marriage but juls denied) val took a cab for college and it was 20 mins at distance from her place. she was half way there and she texted a friends of her to know if she have seen juls on reharsal & when she found juls was there. she got tensed ( what if she denied this time too) so she texted juls. val : hey juls: hey val: wanna meet? m on my way to collage. juls: ok m still not over here yet but maybe in 30 mins val:ok i'll be at our spot waiting for u.
she agreed to meet but y i was still tensed ( how i'll face her ) she knows i was a complete wreck after the day ( the wedding day)even before that. i kept drinking to numb the pain for days for weeks and i had no clue what was happening around me and m not proud of that. all she ever asked from me was to be strong. but m not strong not enough to let the pain go. each passing day without her was a battle for me. i still have no clue why m even alive? i have searched for the different ways of kill myself and i found some of them tempting. but then i think about my mother she needs me and about juliana i don't want her to feel guilty bcs m not capable enough to see her away from me.
i was waiting for her at park first then i walked to a bench near by as i wanted it to be just me and her only.
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i was there and i was a wreck to look at. but honestly i don't care how i look like i took a deep breath and and closed my eyes. i heard foot steps coming towards me and my heart nearly jumped out of my chest. my hands were sweaty i dry them up by rubbing it on my jeans. and i saw juls she was there right in front of me all dressed up looking beautiful and i was froze in the time.
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she moved towards me and i was still froze she pulled me into a hug and i was still not moving .
FLASHBACK i kissed her cheeks juls : no i need a hug val: i thought u like when i kiss ur cheeks juls: i do baby! but u see if u'll hug me i can feel ur whole body its more intimate juls laughed a little and smirked at me. and i was blushing.
BACK TO REALITY
vals pov tears... started buliding in my eyes as i addressed her in front of me.
she was smiling . and i was just looking at her but why my heart is hurting so much her smile used to take my pain away. why not this time.
juls: hey val: hey juls: how r u val: fine & u juls: m great i knew u'll come to see me val: yeah i was near by for some work juls: hows work val: going fine u say how's marriage?? juls: good val: r u good juls: m good u can see showing me herself all the glitering jewellery she wore. (i know she is not the kind of girl who liked all this) u look weak val: no i have gained 10 pounds juls : but u look weak turn around u have lost all of ur weight u gained with me. (i tried to smile weekly but failed)
her phone rang ( she was still using her old phone) i wondered why her husband is a filthy rich man y still is she using this phone.
in this juls caught my attention.
he is coming to pick me up so its not gonna be long i have to leave soon.
( a tear fell off my eye and she was watching me struggle with all this)
juls: hey! don't do this u have to be strong. she came close and held my hand while i was trembling.
val u knew this was meant to happen since the day we meet then y r u crying. i just noded trying to keep my tears to my self.
val : m sorry
her phone rang again juls looked at me she was sad i guess i dont know i just cant read her face.
sorry he is here i have to go i noded juls : r u coming tomorrow? val: no i cant do this again. juls : ok she held me once again i didnt gave in and she left with a kiss on my cheek. i felt nothing but more pain. and i just watched her fade away .
