Thomas Shelby and Cillian Murphy One Shots

SMUT: Show Me (Cillian Murphy)

'How do you cope with people talking about the age difference between the two of you?'

'You two are now officially known as the cutest couple in Hollywood. How do you feel about that?'

When are we going to be seeing little ones running around?'

It was that comment that made Cillian turn around to face the press. We had been dating for six months and we were currently at the premiere for season five of Peaky Blinders. We had managed to avoid all of the relationship-based questions so far but this one struck a nerve in me and made me panic.

'When we're both ready. Guy's only been together for six months, please give us space,' Cillian said as politely as he could whilst also trying to steer us both inside and away from everyone else.

The rest of the night I had been constantly on edge, thinking that me and Cillian should be having a baby before we were actually ready. I was so stressed that I hadn't even realised that Cillian had took my hand in his on the journey home.

'Love, what's wrong?' He asked as soon as the door closed behind us when we got home.

'Nothing, I'm fine, just a couple of things the press said earlier panicked me a little bit.'

Cillian smiled at me as he walked towards me and brushed a strand of hair behind my ear and pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead.

'Don't listen to them baby, we do things at our own speed, okay?'

I smiled at him in response, 'I love you.'

'I love you too,' he said, leaning down to kiss me.

The kiss started off slow and quickly sped up and became more heated as Cillian's hands travelled to my waist and pulled me closer to him. I felt him start to left my dress up when his kisses moved from my lips to my neck.

'Cillian, what are you doing?' I ask nervously.

'Do you not want to?" He asked gently, 'because if you're not ready it's fine.'

'No, I am ready, I have been for a while it's just, last time I was with someone, he'd always force me into it and hurt me so I always panic at the thought of it.'

'(Y/N) why didn't you tell me about this?'

'I didn't want to drag my old relationship into this one because he made me think that that was the way all relationships had to be and then you just made me so happy, I didn't want to ruin it with all of my baggage.'

'Hey, you wouldn't or haven't ruined anything by telling me about this and if you'll let me, I can show you that sex doesn't have to be like that at all,' Cillian said, taking my hands in his and pressing his forehead against mine.

'Show me,' I whispered and he smiled and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips, pulling me into him once more.

He slowly led us to our bedroom where he laid me down and crawled on top of me, bringing my dress with him and lifting it over my head, leaving me in just my bra and panties.

'You're so beautiful,' he whispered as he unclasped my bra and pulled my underwear off. His lips made their way down my body until he reached my mound where he crawled back up my body and reconnected our lips, causing me to whine into his mouth.

'Shh, not tonight baby girl,' he said against my lips as his fingers began to rub my clit.

'Cillian,' I moaned, 'I'm ready, stop teasing.'

'You sure?'

'Yes! Please Cillian!'

He lined himself up to my entrance and slowly pushed in, a groan leaving his lips when he bottomed out. He slowly started to move, his lips on mine once more. I suddenly felt myself get emotional and a couple of tears fell down my cheeks. Cillian felt my tears and immediately stilled.

'(Y/N) are you okay?' He asked, panicking slightly.

I nodded and smiled brightly, 'I'm just happy.'

Cillian let out a relieved sigh and carried on until we both climaxed.

When we were curled up in bed together, I turned my head and kissed his jaw gently.

'Thank you,' I said softly.

'For what baby?' Cillian asked, his hand running up and down my naked back.

'For showing me the way a relationship should go, making me truly happy and safe.'

Cillian turned to look at me, 'I'm not going to let anything or anyone hurt you. Nothings ever going to hurt you again.'

I smiled and nodded before letting my eyes close.