Entry 27

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by LeWeirdoDork

by LeWeirdoDork

Okay , this is strange but, I think I may be in love. I know, I know its weird for me to say that as a none adult human but yeah. Ive know this guy for almost 4 years. Hes helped me through a lot, and I really really really like him. He's funny, talented, and super sweet. He plays the a few instruments, and hes pretty good at it.

There's a few problems though.

1, He doesn't live in the U.S(we have video chatted and stuff, so I'm pretty sure he's a real person)

2, it likes someone else. I cant blame him for that really, we live 192736829236372751719181 lightyears away from each other, and shes like 10xs more prettier than me.

3, im too much of a pussy to tell him how I feel

4, He obviously has 0 interest in me. Every once in a while I will "Flirt" and he just...doesn't notice.

I think I'm dying. Whenever we talk I smile, even if its him just saying "Hey" and its fucking weird. Hes really cute as well and its adorable when hes excited or proud of something. Him being happy is the best thing ever. Even if I dont bring that happiness and its someone else who does, I just want him happy.

I must PROTECC