My Online Journal

Entry 31

I want to go far away. Idk where but somewhere where its nice, there's no conflict, no parents telling you how your life is going to be.

Its either Military, College, or homelessness in most peoples eyes.

Okay Boomers, there's more time life than money and having a family.

I just to do art, and have a fur baby. I dont want to live in a huge house with a husband with 2-3 kids. I want to do what I want to do, which is art.

Art has been one of the only things I actually care about. I love it and it makes me happy, but I feel like its being taken away from me.

I dont ask for much, I just want peace. I want to be happy. I don't want to be trapped in a room with only a few doors . I want to be in a free space, with multiple places to go, people to see and decisions to make.

One things my parents want me to do is marry a guy with a profession that makes a lot. They also want me to have a profession that gives me a lot of money. But hell, I want to be a profession that doesnt require 10 years of college. Amd I don't really want to get married.

Life is just shebjsjsjssmsjsjjaoajs.

High school is shit

and I have to conquer it.

Because I am not a pussy.

As you can maybe tell, I'm having a mental breakdown