My Online Journal

Entry 19

Okay, so today(or yesterday) I bought the Dear Evan Hansen novel. I kneeeeeeew not to start loving Connor(again) but I fucking did, and I fucked up and now I don't know what to do. I can't .
I'm trying not to cry, I'm crying my best, but its not working.

Also, Jared is a bit of an asshole,but I will forever love him(And Connor).
I also kind of relate to Evan in a way. Its hard not being able to talk to others. Hell, I still mentally freak out when I have to buy something, and my parents aren't around. Its not as bad as Evan's, but I can relate a bit.