Richie was on the floor of his bathroom crying with the knife in his hands, clutching onto it like it would save him and not end him. He hears a ruffle and looks up to see Eddie He's fucking hallucinating now. Yet he still cried.
"I'm hallucinating aren't I, Eddie Spaghetti?" His voice cracking
"No your not buddy." Eddie replied crying
"I'm a fake"
"No your not"
"Yeah, like hell I'm not"
"I'll never be what you see inside"
"Please keep on going, if not for yourself then for me."
"Your dead, not really here"
"Yes, I am" Tears fall down both of their faces
"Where's stan, that shithead? Skipping out on us." Richie laughs
"Don't do it. No matter what please, rich" At this time nothing could stop the heart wrenching sob that escaped Richie in that moment.
"Tell Stan that it didn't work, that you died"
"But it did. Because the rest of you all lived I was just an extra'
"No you fucking weren't Eds"
"I saved you guys right?"
"Yeah, you did."
"Good that's all that matters."
"While I miss you buddy."
"I miss you too."
"What is it like being dead?" Eddie just smiled
"Find out yourself Dipshit, in twenty-seven years." Tears were still running down Richie's face.
"But- I can't"
"Find someone you can for, then"
"The only I would do anything is you"
"Than do it, Richie" Eddie said slowly starting to fade.
"No, please don't leave me yet Ed's" his voice breaking
"I'm sorry. I'll always be in here" Eddie replied pointing towards his own heart before planting a kiss on Richie's forehead.
"No NO EDDIE!" Richie screamed watching Eddie's smiling tear stained face disappearing
"Goodbye, is the only thing We never get to do in the Losers Club huh?"
Then he was gone. Forever this time.
So Richie starts to write a letter to the rest of the Losers and it goes like this
Dear Survivers
we made it.
we are alive.
we survived.
tough times still happen, yes.
but look
we are here
listen,
Stan and Eddie were no are amazing and they were people but they are so much more so much fucking more.
but so are all of you
I find it hard to say that about myself When I let them die.
That I'm amazing
i'm currently trying my best
but so are all of us
we are here and alive
we are somewhat ready to face everything
we.
made.
It.
And we always will so keep at it even if we're all a bunch of fucking Losers." -Richie Tozier
"We finally won at something"
I'm sorry guys I'm in tears and I just can't deal with a dead Eddie. But here we are Tell me what you think and thank you.
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Fiksi Penggemar...So....I am writing some oneshots.... yeah that's, that's pretty much it (hahahahaha 'it') One shot one:"We finally won at something" EDDIE PAYS A VISIT TO A LOSER HE NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE TO. warning kinda sad... I cried.. One shot two: PJO AU...
