Say It (Aaron Carpenter FanFiction)

Chapter 22

Alys POV

~1 week later~

I had my first round of chemo recently and was losing my hair slowly. Aaron was by my side through it all, the others came to visit me a couple times after school. Today the doctors said I could go out for a few days andthey would call when I needed to be back. Aaron took me to my house first, so I could get some clothes and other things. My mom told me I had to move out with Cam. Cam was moving in with Maddie in a small house she bought. Aaron and I were also looking for a house, ince we arrived at the park like usual, I saw everyone there huddled together. When we got over to them they could not see us since they were facing the other way. I tugged on my beanie slightly, it was covering my whole head so you could not see the patches of hair and missing hair,

"Hey guys" they all turned around and attacked me in a big bone crushing hug.

"Aly your so skinny are you okay?" Erin asked

"Ya im fine its the chemo" I toldthem looking at my shoes.

"Taylor?" He was standing in the back quietly

"Ya" he responded

"Whats wrong?"

"I have been keeping something from all of you and I need to tell you"

"You can tell us anything" Tori and Nash said at the same time. Tori stood on her toes and kissed him on the cheek causing his face to turn dark red.

"Really Tay you can tell us anything" I said

"Okay well.... ummm....... im not......its........."

"Come on Taylor you can tell us" Matt said

"Its that umm its just that im- im gay" he said tears forming in his eyes.

"No taylor dont you dare cry for being different, we still love you, being gay changes nothing your still our friend and we will never judge you. We are all a different person and you have to embrace that"

"I actually have a umm boyfriend"

"Invite him to the park so we can meet him. We will come after school tomorrow tell him to come then. "

"Okay thank you guys for accepting me"

"Of course"

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Aaron was walking me to get some frozen yogurt, it always my faveorite when im sad. We walked close to the froyo place, andsaw carter, he was kising a girl. Except it wasn't Meghan,  it was someone else,

"Carter what the fuck"

He pulled away from the girl and stared at me

"What are you doing Carter"

"I-its not what it looks lik-"

"THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS IT, BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND ITS CERTAINLY NOT HER. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MEGHAN, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH SHE LOVES YOU. WHY DO HAVE TO BE SUCH A FUCKING MAN-WHORE, YOU MADE IT SO EVIDENT THAT YOU LOVED MEGHAN BUT NOW YOU GO BEHIND HER BACK AND STICK YOUR TONGUE DOWN SOME OTHER GIRLS THROAT. HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU. I HOPE YOU DIE IN HELL YOU LITTLE SHITHEAD. YOUR SUCH A BASTARD, NOINE SHOULD EVER LOVE YOU"

I now had tears streaming sown my cheeks, with wobbling knees. Carter ran off somewhere leaving the other girl there to stare.

"He has another girlfriend" the girl asked.i nodded  while curling up into a ball onthe side walk.

"Thank you for telljng him off, if yoh hadnt I wojld have been sucked into his game. Im Maggie by the way" I nodded now starting to hyperventilate, the signs of when im about to have a panic attack. Aaron jneeled down beside me and picked me up bridal style carrying me back to his house where I had been living. When we got their heput me on his lap  rubbing patterns on my back.

"Shhh, its okay" hewhispered in my ear. He eventually calmed me down, and brushed my tears away.

"Maddie told me what to do when that happens" he told me smirking.

"Ya I always have one after getting angry, which means I used to have them alot, can I tell you about my anger issues?" I asked him. He jodded pulling me closer to him if it was even possible.

"When I was younger eveything pissed me off. Someone could say one word I didnt like and all hell would break loose. It ended up hurting alot of people, the only person that could stop me was Maddie. Since I met you nothing has happened.  I would get angry at something at least once a day. Over the stupidest things to, one time I got angry at my shoe and threw it across the room, and I used to get angry at my food if it didnt stay on my fork. I still do, but since ive met you I dint gt as angry. I mean I still get angry alot at the littlest things, but it hasnt been as bad. Andi haven't had a panic attack after getting angry fir a long time."

"Im sorry Alz, I would have been there if I knew you"

"Its okay but I still have to tell you something"

"What is it"

"I love you"

"I love you too"

He picked me up and set me down on his bed hovering over me. His legs straddled my hips as he leaned down, I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled our lips together. It was slow and gentle, untill we picked up the pace, our lips moving together. He ran his tongue across my bottom lip begging for entance. I kept my lips together denying him. He growled and bit my bottom lip causing me to whimper. He took the second as an opportunity to get him tongue in my mouth. Our tongues battled against eachother as he pulled off his shirt. I pulled off mine as well, I moaned as he kissed under my jaw. Soon he started undoing his pants and took them off still kissing me. He soon began to unbutton mine, pulling them off  he started kissing down my neck, not missing a spot........

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Hey everyone so im assuming you can guess where it went from there. Itold you guys I would not go far so if you realky wantthat kind of seen you will have to just imagine one, HAHA. I hope you guys enjoyed this, and I know all of the docyor imformation will not be very accurate but what do you expect im still young and I don't really need to know about anything about that. Please keep in mind  that I do know about anger like in the story do not think all of this is untrue. Love You All. BAAAIIIIIIII xx
                                                                           ~Alyssa