Alys POV
Aaron walked back into the room with bloodshot eyes,
"What did he say, why are you crying?" I asked him
"Baby you have to fight for me I cant loose you, please fight"
"Aaron what are you talking about? Tell me what Dr. Tommy told you"
"H-he said you have o-only 6 months left, if it k-keeps growing"
"What do you mean if it keeps growing, did they get all of it"
He shook his head, "the tumor is growing very fast andif it doesnt stop you will- you will die" I burst into tears, I didnt know what to say
"Call Maddie please she needs to know"
He grabbed his phone and dialed her number handing it to me,
'Hello'
'Maddie'
'Ya aly is that you are you okay'
'No im not okay, I have a fucking brain tumor'
'What are you talking about is this real'
'REALLY MADDIE WHY WOULD I LIE ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT" I shouted into the phone
'Aly im so sorry im coming soon, ill be their tommorow. I love you so much'
'I love you to' the line went dead. I need to stay strong.
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I just want it to to be over, everything. I walked into the bathroom and stepped into the shower. Aaron gaveme everything I needed before, while washing my hair something caught my eye. A razor. My life is over soon anyways. I thought as I pick.
"Are you alright" I heard Aaron yell after I threw it onthe groud causing it to break.
"Ya" I responded picking up a blade. The cold metal was now on my wrist, I pushed down lightly, drawing blood. Once I had six cuts on my wrist, I rinsed them off with water and stepped out of the shower. Shit. I had no in clothes in here. I cracked the door open andasked Aaron to give me them. He held them out but when I went to grab the he grabbed my wrist turning it upside down. I whimpered quietly as he looked at my fresh cuts.
"Why did you do this Alyssa. Why, why, why, why" was allhe could saw. His tears dripped onto my wrist stinging the wounds.
"I'm sorry"
"Sorry can't change it"
"Well what am I supposed to say? NOT LIKE I CAN ERASE THEM" I said raising my voice.
"I dont know. Alz I-i have to say something"
"DONT TELL ME YOUR BREAKING UP WITH ME. Aaron please dont im so sorry"
"No" he was getting on my nerves, and I could feel the anger kicking in. When that happens theres no telling what I would do
"NO WHAT, just give memyphone im calling Maddie"
"Why?"
"Cause you are pissing me off andsheis the only person in this world that can calm me down. NOW GIVE ME MY DAMN PHONE"
Hegave memy phone, andi called Maddie's number.
'Aly are you okay I just got off my plane'
'Yes im fine but Aaron is pissing me off"
'Let me talk to him'
'Why'
'Just let me talk to him'
I slipped onthe clothes Aaron gave me andwalked out handing himmy phone. He walked into the bathroom with the phone held to his ear.
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About 10 minutes later, Aaron cameoutof the bathroom and handed me my phone.
"Im really sorry for getting mad at you, and Maddie will be her in a couple minutes"
"Its okay, did my mom ever come to see me?" I asked
"She did to sign the papers, so you could havethe surgery. But she left after saying....." hetrailed off
"What did she say"
"She said she cant live life with a sick helpless daughter, Alz im so sorry"
"Thats okay, she has never seemed like she cared for me that much anyways"
Maddie walked through the door with tear stained cheeks.
"Im here to stay"she said while giving me a tight hug
I covered my mouth with my hands and started feeling tears of happiness roll down my cheeks.
"Thank you so much for coming Maddie I have no idea where I would be without you in my life"
"Awww. Me neither il love you gurl"
"I love you too"
After talking fora while Maddie went to her hotel for the night. Aarin cuddled up beside me and quietly singing my faveorite song in my ear.
"In the end , as you fade into the night
Who will tell the story of your life
In the end, as my souls laid to rest
What is left to my body
Or am I just-"
"I didnt know you could sing Aar-bear""Well now you do" he kissed my fore head.
Befor I drifted to sleep I faintly heard him whisper in my ear
"I love you Alz"
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Hey everyoneso I hope you enjoyed this long chapter.andi m sorry for all the typos, I write in my tablet and it is just hard. If you want to hear Aaron sing for real then listen to the video above. Love You All. BAAAIIIIIIII xx
~Alyssa
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FanficAly is moving halfway across america, she is having a hard time untill she meets the one and only Aaron Carpenter.