Infinity and beyond

Feelings

"May I help you?"

I look at him with confusion. This isn't the Finn I know.

"Finn what's wrong? We haven't been talking lately and I miss my best friend."

"Oh best friend huh? Yea like you really need me." He scoffs and goes to sit on his bed.

"I do Finn. And I'm sorry I haven't been talking to you a lot in the past months but I've been going through shit and it was hard dealing with it let alone trying to hide it from someone I tell everything!"

"Oh what excuse are you using this time?"

"It's not an excuse god damnit! Finn I've been getting death threats. I've had my window broken 5 times from people throwing rocks in them. When I go out in public people push me into puddles and they trip me. I've had people in public throw things at me. And I'm sorry I didn't talk to you but I didn't want to bring you in this!" Tears flow from my eyes.

He rolls his eyes.

"Big deal. You know you're getting better at acting. I almost believed it that time." Anger boils over in my heart.

I rip my sleeves up revealing scars from when people threw rocks at me. I shove them in his face and rub them hard proving they aren't fake.

"Stop being an asshole and look! This "big deal" is real! I need my best friend ok?! So please whoever you are give him back!" I yell and slap him. I gasp and step back noticing the anger bubbling in his eyes.

"Finn, I didn't mean to, I'm sor-" I'm cut off by Finn grabbing my arm roughly and dragging me to the door, not caring that I lost my balance.

He throws me out of his room causing me to be thrown into the wall. He attempts closing the door but I stick my foot in front of it. Tears of fear flow down my cheeks as I look at this person.

"Get the hell out of my house!" He yells.

"NO! I made a promise that I would be there for you and I don't care if you don't want me around! I'm going to be there for you god damnit!" I yell standing up but keeping my foot in the door.

He groans loudly and slams his door open. He paces his room while running his hands through his hair.

"Finn, please tell me what's wrong." I say in a voice so soft I could barely hear it myself.

"Sophia broke up with me. I don't care because I'm in love with someone else who's in a relationship."

"Finn I know this is going to sound bad, but you need to tell her. Whether she's in a relationship or not. You'll never know if she feels the same if she doesn't know." He turns towards me.

He starts walking towards me and I flinch away softly scared he might hurt me. He stops and looks at me.

"Are you scared of me...?"

I look at him and pretend to act like I wasn't just afraid of him.

"I... I can't t do this." He turns away and cries softly.

I slowly walk towards him and put my hand on his shoulder. He turns around quickly and kisses me. I'm shocked but kiss back as his hands make their way to my back. My hands go to the back of his neck.

I realize what's happening and pulls away.

"Finn we cant be doing this." I say softly.

"Do you love him?" He looks in my eyes.

I didn't know anymore. I had been getting mixed feelings and losing interest in Noah. But I thought me and Finn didn't work.

"I don't know Finn..."

He looks down. A sudden urge and want washes over me. I quickly lean in and kiss Finn again. He kisses back and pulls me closer.

This, this right here feels right.

I pull away again and look at him.

"Please don't leave me..." He begs.

"I won't... you've never left me... you've always been there for me."

He hugs me softly and buried his head in the crook of my neck. I hug him back.

"So I guess you really don't love me huh?" We turn quickly to see Noah.

"Noah..."

He scoffs and walks away. I go to follow him.

"Noah Wait!" He stops and turns around.

"What do you want now?!" He yells.

"Noah I just realized I had feelings for him. I was going to tell you... I didn't want to hurt you."

"After everything we've been through, you're gonna choose him?" His voice raises again.

"After everything We've been through? I've been through more shit than you have Noah. And where were you during everything? Gone. Missing. No where to be seen. But Finn was right there next to me! And when we were dating before when you were with Millie. I still loved you and he sensed it. He let me go so I can be happy! He loves me that much! And you've said you want to marry me and grow old with me, but you don't talk to me for months! So I asked some people to look around and turns out you've been cheating on me! So no! You don't get to play the fucking victim! Now get out I never want to see your face again!" I yell pushing his chest roughly.

"Yea I did cheat on you! And she was better than you would ever be! Whatever! You're a bitch anyway!" He leaves and slams the door.

Tears slow from my eyes as I fall to the to the floor. Finn runs up to me and kneels in front of me.

"He cheated on you?" He asks softly.

"I made it up... but apparently he did..." I say through tears and sobs.

Finn pulls me onto his lap and hugs me.

"I promise you'll never have to go through that again."

I hope so...

A/n: so yea!