Never alone (Sander Sides Reader X Virgil) *First story*

Burning the shame

(welcome to the FINALE! I did it! thanks for reading! it toke months but this story finally done. ENJOY!)

*A couple of weeks later*

Y/N P.O.V:

"There it's done. You are now Thomas's secrets, it may feel a little bit off, and screaming in your head but you'll be fine, i'm just worried for Thomas." Logan says, cleaning up the mess we made. I get a huge headache, as information rushes into my head. I see Thomas stiffen on the couch, I walk over.

"Guess there is one more person who knows what the weight of the world feels like." I say, standing behind him.

"Yea, I never thought it would feel so heavy. It's just, you never know someones pain, until you really connect with them." He says, i can see and feel the weight crushing him. I jump over the couch and sit next to him. I do the thing i hadn't done in years, comfort someone. I hug Thomas and whisper the thing i needed to hear myself.

"You don't have to carry the weight yourself. There are people who love you, tell them that before you lose them like i did." I say, he hugs back a little tighter. I guess were both comforting each other in some way. I lose track of time, between the hugging, whispering, and comforting, i hear a camera click. We both look up, Patton had took a selfie. I get up, walking over to the closet. 

"I have to do something." I say, i open the closet and pull out the package from my sisters. I open it, it's my cloak and a letter from Crystal.

'Dear Y/N,

By the time you read this, me and the others will be dead. Deceit is the reason were dead. But still, i never got to tell you something, I love you. You rock, your beautiful. * As i read all the complaints on the page, and encouragement from my sister, i could feel my tail and ears disappear . I was changing.* Your welcome.

Sincerely,

Crystal'

"Y/N YOU JUST CHANGED GENDERS! YOU LOOK MORE LIKE THOMAS!" I hear Roman scream, i run to the guest room, which had changed to a more steampunk themed. There was a huge book, under lock and key, i looked in the mirror. I was a Thomas look alike, expect i had steampunk googles on my head, a white dirty shirt, leather jacket with pins on it, ripped jeans, and low cut boots. I was amazed, I knew what happend. The grief i had held for years had been lifted, and the conversion worked. I looked out the window, a blue dove flew and landed on my finger, i kissed it and whisper 'thank you'. I walk downstairs with a smile on my face, for once in my life i was genuinely happy. I pulled the cloak out of the box, I shifted it into a dew rag, that hung around my neck. It took a while for everyone to adjust, but i had finally had started the first chapter in my life, where i decided to stay. And me and Virgil, were not able to be separated. 

*a couple days later*

Wow, my first video. Iv'e come a long way, and that small girl that was in that vine, changed so much, i'm now ready to tell people not to follow my example. The video started with Thomas complaining about something heavy on his heart, is it right to keep secrets? All the sides give their input. Let me tell you something, no one had seen my Thomas-form, so this is gonna be fun, my new name is Y/N ( just change it). Logan suggests we should ask some professional opinion, i rise up and say,

"Am i professional enough for you?" I say, popping a cocky grin, i sat on Thomas's table next to the bookshelf. Everyone looks, confused.

"I just thought you needed professional opinion on secrets, why not ask Thomas's secrets himself?" I say standing up, wiping my forehead with my dew rag. Logan straightens himself and asks,

"Well why shouldn't we keep secrets?" He asks, I smile and simply reply,

"Let me tell you a story, it's about a little girl, abandoned and alone, orphaned and holding the weight of the world on her shoulders. It starts like this *transition to theater to tell the story.*The girl is 24, but the story starts when she is 19. She stares into her adopted mom's eyes. The mom handed her a sign, with a leather strap to hang it around the girls neck. The girl put it on. The mom screams out the door, "Sale, on a neko who's parents were murdered by a gang!" As she shoves the girl out the door. That was the when the girl thought she was better on her own. The girl positions herself on a street corner, she does this for five years until a group of five-duple-ts walk across the street towards her, she thinks to herself that it was going to be a long day. *The play of my life story continues up to when she turns into Thomas's secrets.* 

I hope you liked my life story. I know this is heavy, but still sometimes you have to get things off your chest before they slowly eat you up. Keeping secrets is like having a person who is always taking away a part of you, until you are absorbed with your shame. I know i'm Thomas's secrets, but he doesn't let his secrets consume him." I finish leaving everyone speechless.

"Oh and i'm Y/N." I finally finish sitting back on the table. We go back and forth some more but when the video ends, Virgil sits next to me on the couch and cuddles me as we watch TV. Thank you for listening to my story, not many people have the time for me.

(the end! I hope you liked it! My next story is coming soon! Bye my friends!)