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Chapter 59

Singto POV

I got out of the taxi and entered Krist's apartment lobby, not bothering to look back to see whether Krist followed me or not.

I tried to hold back my anger for now and remember what I heard and saw a while ago, it was the hardest thing I had to do at this time.

Seriously, again I had to see Nammon and Krist together in one place, talking about something he didn't even talk to me about. Even Krist know it how I don't like him being too close to Nammon. Even though he is his best friend, I have all the right to be jealous of him.

I entered the elevator and a moment before the elevator closed, Krist also entered the elevator. Not daring to look me in the eye, he decided to stand near the elevator door and turn his back to me. I saw him almost jumped when I clicked my tongue in annoyance.

I reached the door first and opened the door to his room with the key that was on me. Once inside, I went straight to the living room and sat on the sofa, still in silence. Facing Krist who just stood still near the closed entrance.

"Until when will you be there?" I asked, folding my arms in front of my chest,

"You're mad at me..." he declared the obvious.

Sometimes he can be very stupid.

"Of course... What do you expect?" I asked irritably,

"We have agreed to do a secret relationship, right? We can't announce it to everyone... The film will... "

"Do you think I'm angry because of that movie?!" I say even more annoyed,

"Isn't it?" he asked, looks terribly confused.

"I'm angry because you ran to Nammon to tell him about it, not me. Who is your boyfriend, really? Me or Nammon?"

Krist's face stiffened when he heard my complaint. He walked slowly to the sofa and sat beside me with caution. And I followed his movements with the tail of my eye.

"Phi..." Krist reached out his hand trying to hold my hand, but his movements stopped when I spoke again,

"I told you about the movie offer that P'Bern gave me, but you didn't even say anything to me. You're not asking my opinion? And you will follow the advice of others? Really Krist and you wonder why I'm angry?"

"Phi... I did not ask your opinion about it because I am sure what my answer to the offer... I will not accept the BL offer again..." he said while holding my hand,

"Because you don't want others to think you're gay!!" I said to him, trying to pull my hand from his grasp but failed,

"Because I don't want to get intimate scenes with someone other than you!"

"What?"

"From the beginning, I already had an agreement with P’Yui. After SOTUS, I don't want to do BL anymore. We need SOTUS to change my kid artist's image and enlarge my fanbases. That is all. But then I met you and even dated you. I have additional reasons not to accept the BL offer again.

Basically I'm not gay. I don't like men besides you. I don't feel comfortable letting other men kiss me or touch me like you do. How can I do intimate scenes with them if I'm uncomfortable when they touch me?!

I don't want people to think I'm gay, because I'm not. I don't want people to think that I enjoy making out with other men besides you. Because I did not enjoy it. All of that is only because its you."

"You're saying this just because you don't want me to get angry at you, right?" I said and clicked my tongue in annoyance,

"That's the reality, Phi... I won't accept the BL movie again unless you are my partner."