(A/N Comment if I make you cry.)
"This video is hard to make as you can see I was already crying, because this letter was really hard to write, I bawled my eyes out because the thought just made me cry and now it looks authentic because they are tears in the page." You say pointing the letter to the camera,
(Notice: I am going to skip the introduction and set up because it's boring we will just move to Grayson's POV)
Grayson's POV
I enter Y/N's and mine room to see she wasn't there, I go to the closet to change my clothes and see that her side of the closet was empty, on her top shelf was a paper, I reach out and go to the bed because it says "before reading sit down."
'Grayson.. I am sorry, I can't do this anymore. The past two years have been amazing, I couldn't say this to you face - to - face because I am a horrible person and I wish I could be the girl you want me to be, I still love you but I need time to process my life, every thing is changing, I don't even know if I want YouTube any more. Please don't be upset, I don't want to see you cry, I am scared but I know one thing for sure, I'll be back but hope fully by then you will have moved on, from me to a better girl, a girl who gives you everything you have always wanted, can make you smile and has the guts to say stuff to your face.... I love you so much but I can't do this anymore. I took a sweat shirt because I still need the warmth, Please don't look or wait for me.. Move on." I read
I couldn't believe this, I was shaking the sobs that left my mouth were unstoppable, this isn't fair, "Gray- why are you crying? we just got back.. where's Y/N?" Ethan asked looking around
"Sh-e l-left me." I say, Ethan's expression changed as pulled me into a hug.
"I can't lose her, E, she is my world, I won't find anyone else, she was my other half, she even left the promise ring, she isn't coming back," I say
"It's Y/N she couldn't have gone far," Ethan said
"I know where she probably went but she told me to not look for her and she asked for time," I say wiping my eyes,
"This is f****** bull shit! get up and go look for her she is the love of your life, you aren't letting her slip away like this... this letter... Gray she needs you... go look for her, I am coming with you," Ethan said shaking my shoulder
"Ethan, do you think I don't want to find her and bring her back? I love this woman, I want to run out and yell her name but I can't just not respect her wishes," I argue
" I get your point but this is the only house she has in LA where will she live? we have to look for her."
That's when it hit me, she will be all alone, she will have no place to stay at, I can't let her suffer that way,
"I am going to look for her, you stay here unless she comes back."
I run out of the house not listening to what Ethan answers I start my car, and swerve out of the drive way, There was only one thing I could possibly think of. which is our hiking spot, we go for hikes there and there is a place where we look at the sunset from, we did that last week and I am making sure that isn't the last time.
I was almost there when my phone rings, I look at the contact and immediately park, Y/N was calling, did she change her mind?
"Hello?" I ask "Gray come back home." She says her voice making me sigh "Are you there?" I ask
" Yes, I realized I am being an a** we need to talk face to face," She says
I cut the call and begin driving, I broke every traffic rule.
I arrive home, switching the car off, I run in,
"Y/N?" I call "Gray," She says coming towards me, I wanted to pull her into my arms and squeeze the shit out of her,
"Are you really done with our relationship?" I ask
"Please don't be mad," "Why would I be mad?" I ask
"It was a prank." She says
Every muscle in my body relaxed "Thank god!" I say pulling her closer and hugging her tightly
"I would never leave you," She says wrapping his arms around my neck,
I kissed her lips relieved "I love you."
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I cried while writing this
