(Before you start reading this, I want to say is.. you're beautiful just the way you are, don't let society and other people tell you how to look. if you haven't heard this today. I love you and you are accepted by me! if you need someone to talk to.. I am right here and I love you so much, no matter what race, gender, height or weight you have! I will be there for you! I love you!)
Y/N's POV
I sit down on the bed, making the biggest mistake and open Twitter.
The first tweet, is a picture of me in my bathing suit,
'Look at her waist and her ass is so flat, Gray deserves better. also she eats too much look at her flabby stomach! EWE! @graysondolan what do you see in her again?'
I scroll down even more seeing the exact same tweets all over my TL, I drop my phone and start tearing up, I didn't do anything to them, i still think all of them stunning, Why do I get so much hate for no reason?
Even thinking that deep down, I knew they were right, I was fat and I will never be one of those models..
I walk into the washroom and look at myself in the body mirror, after removing my shirt and jeans, remaining in my underwear, I look at myself, my stomach was flabby, my thighs looked like a valley, I was too fat, I eat a lot and my face looked wretched, ugly and disgusting.
I hate myself, my body, my weight, my personality, EVERYTHING about me is bullshit.
My thoughts were interrupted by Ethan yelling "Y/N we're waiting!"
I wear my clothes again, wash my face and hurry downstairs,
"Hi bebe." Gray greets me with a kiss.
I smile as he intertwines our fingers together,
"Where are we even going?" I ask
"The mall.. Ethan's girlfriend will meet us there," He says
"We finally get to meet her, huh?" I tease elbowing E,
"Oh shut up, let's go, you made us late already." Ethan said anxiously.
We walk out and get in Gray's car, I get in the back since E called shot gun... eye roll!
As we drove past the familiar streets of LA, the twins were talking about some stuff that was blurred out of my hearing, because I was thinking about other things.
"We're at the malllll!" Grayson said yelling and stretching out the word mall,
"There she is!" Ethan yelled excitedly.
We walk to where he was pointing and meet up with a girl,
What- she was stunning! she was tan, tall, had long brown hair, was fit and she could pull of the top and shorts she was wearing, here I was uncomfortable in jeans and a shirt.
"Guys this is Sophia, my girlfriend. Sofia this is my twin and his girlfriend also my best friend." Ethan introduces with a smile,
"Hi I am Y/N." I say with a forced smile
"Hi. nice to meet you." She says with a genuine smile.
"I am Grayson." Gray says
"Hi! I have heard so much about you two!" She says
"We have heard alot too. This geek can't shut up about you." Gray says with a laugh
Ethan blushes and looks away.
"We should be going!" He retaliates
We were shopping, when I remembered something.. I need to shop at Victoria Secrets... that can be done online.. I'll do it later.
