my last pages 》 nomin

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Jaemin, I came by today. Heard from your mom you were with Renjun.

If you're replacing me, tell me. I refuse to let go of you until I'm sure you don't want me anymore.

How dare you leave me for him.

How dare you let him sleep in your bed and touch you like I did.

How dare you.

Jaemin blinked once, twice. His feelings were clearly written on the paper in front of him by someone that wasn't him. But did he truly abandon Jeno? Did he truly not harbor any hidden feelings for the boy? Even his pencil and his diary couldn't answer his questions.

He tapped the eraser once, twice. He didnt like the way the diary entry made him feel. He didn't like the call out, the honesty. It was raw and painful. It wasnt Jeno's eyesmile and his cuddly demeanor. It was cold, but what about the truth wasnt?

how dare I love you.

he wrote back.