ATTACK ON TITAN SHIPS (ONE SHOTS)

INSECURITIES (PetraxOlou)

 

Inspired by Big Bang Theory
Bernadette and Howard

*****

In all of his cadet years, Olou had been living in uncertainty. Whether he'll die tomorrow, lose someone, or whether humanity will get wiped out today, even miniscule things like whether there'll be pudding for dessert this Friday.

And most of all, whether he'll lose Petra to his captain, Levi.

But that feeling fade away when Petra accepted his proposal, became his wife and gave him two lovely daughters that often times made him regret pursuing Petra in the first place, but nevertheless gave him the reason to fight and survive to come back home to their cute loving arms.

With those thought in mind, he unconsciously said those uncertainty to her
 
"I've never thought this day would come"

Petra who was laying on her side hugging his arm to her chest, turned her head to him, "What?"

"This" Olou gestures to both him and Petra, "I never thought you and I will be together...just like this. I thought it'll only just be a dream to be honest."

Now, Petra completely turned her side to him, "Aww, that's flattering to be honest. You're so cute" she even pinched his cheek to prove her point.

Hearing this made Olou blush madly, "S.shut up Kuso megane!"

Twack!

"Ow! Hey! That hurt! Old hag " Olou lightly pat the forming bump in his forehead, which his wife just hit onto.

"I thought we agreed on no more acting heichou?" She crossed her arms in difficulty since they were still laying on the bed.

"I wasn't even acting" he mumbled, cheeks getting red. "You're the one who's thinking about him"

Petra smiled softly and kissed his nose. "You're the one I'm thinking always." Then she pecked his cheeks, "and of course our daughters"

With this Olou felt his heart melting, he smiled back at her and held her waist, "I'm so lucky to have you"

Petra grinned at him, "You bet you are"

"Old hag" Olou shook his head and held her closer

 
  
   

"Anyway what was that about?"

"What was what about?"

"You said something about never expecting a day like this would come. Where did that come from?"

Olou pondered over it and shrugged, "Oh just my insecurities, with you liking heichou and all."

Petra giggled and tucked his arms closer, "That was in the past, and I didn't really like, like him... not in the way I do to you."

Olou nodded convinced, "It just bothered me in the past doesn't really bug me as it used to anymore."

Petra shifted closer to feel his warmth, "I used to have insecurities too you know?"

She felt him lift, and leant his elbow to the pillow, "Really?! You did!?"

She chuckled, "Yes, of course...everyone has them"

"Oh, like when?"

Petra got a little bit flustered, her insecurities weren't something she wanted to tell to her husband. "Remember during our graduation? Before Heichou chose us?"

 
"Yeeaah?"

"Well... I heard someone from the bar, think she was a hostess saying, 'won't mind to give one of them a night of their life before fighting titans'"

Olou thought about it confused, "Why'd that concerns you?"

"Well she was looking at you while biting her lip. That's why"
 

Olou nodded his head, little bit understanding, "Okay... and why were you insecured?"

Petra swallowed before anwering, "She got a size d cup with a body shaped like an hourglass"

Now, Olou completely understood her,  he could feel her shoulders tensed, so he decided to put a stop on it. But still, one thing was bugging him, "Wonder why she never came to me though"

Petra suddenly stiffened, Olou decided to explain himself quickly, "No! Not like I wanted her to, but I just wondered why she never came to me when you said she was planning to... uh.. you know?"

When Petra didn't answered, he continued, "But of course I would've  said no if she ever did offer."

"That's cause she didnt"

"What?"

"She didn't continue"
 

Olou looked at her, "Oh....uhh, why do I feel like you know why?"

Olou thought it was cute when she groaned exasperated, "Because I'm why"

Since she was being cute, Olou wanted to push on, "Well why were you why?"

Petra decided to play with his collar before answering, "I may or may have not told her you were gay....and had aids, hiv, std and the likes."

 
Olou snickered, "And she believed you?"

Petra shrugged, "It was pretty convincing seeing how you were so hanged up on Heichou" then she chuckled, "And you had this ghastly face, which I think was because you were very afraid to face the titans since you're planning to choose Survey Corps,which you did."

Olou nodded, pretty much convinced but was slightly insulted that she said he was afraid.... which was apparently true though.

He sneered, "Heh, so you get jealous too huh?"

"Dont push it"
 

"Okay"
  

*****

And so Olou, whenever he felt jealous and insecured, he just look up and think about the conversations he had with his wife nights ago.
 

And then, all his insecurities seem to fade away....