'shenanigans'
Writing this chapter on November but the time frames are different.
Okay so, monthsary.
Other couples tend to celebrate their monthsary outside. It supposed to be such an amazing event, pero samin? Doesnt seem like that.
So this is the story on how we kinda? celebrate together?? sarcastically kasi we dont.
The first month, there was this event. Fun run siya. He was being sweet. Kumain sa mcdo, tapos.
We sent sweet messages to each other. The end.
Couple months later, nothing changed. Summer and we dont usually spend those times together.
Except nalang pag may gala pero ofcourse, hindi naman tumatapat sa monthsaries namen iyon. Anyways, that's just the story on how we spent our monthsary.
Usually nagaaway lang kami. Meh thats all.
So sana, sa anniversary may maganap naman noh. I am reallyyyy reallyy wishing for the best. Kasi anniversary are meant to be celebrated right?
So umaasa talaga ako. Really.
Anyways, I still managed to be the greatest girlfriend. Hindi naman ako nagpapakabog noh, Ofcourse I give him gifts and letters. Lalo na kapag nagaaway kami night before. I still wanted to make him feel that I am such a blessing and God sent me to him to shower him love and affection. Uwu
Charot. I hope I made you smile bish
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Shenanigans, mga gala. Our group of friends usually watch in the cinema kapag may gala kami. Everytime.
One time, tumakas kami para pumunta sa boardwalk. Yes, it was great. Icecream date. Pero we just walked, thats all. Umupo sa bench and found a ring.
How I wish na mauulit ulit yon...
But nahh, hindi na yata. For now.
It was such an issue for me kapag hindi siya nakakasama. Why? Kasi i always wish na siya ung kasama ko at the moment. I always wish na makapagspend kami ng time alone. Lagi nalang siya bawal, hindi pwede, may gagawin. Which sucks tbh.
Pero i never wanted to blame him. I never blame him, its just that ang lungkot ko lang talaga na laging mga tropa noya ung kasama ko.
Eventually magseselos din siya sakanila. Pero ano magagawa ko right?? Hindi ko naman hiniling na sila makasama ko eh.
Still, kahit ganon ang ganap samin. I hold on to him naman. I just really wish na he does something to make things work out between us.
Sana matanggal na ang pagiinarte ko at masanay na sa ganito
On the bright side, siya parin naman ang nagpapasaya saken kahit sa katiting na oras na magkasama kaming dalawa. May mga tampuhan man, but He never failed to make me smile and brighten up my day.
Sometimes, you should learn how to accept that your expectations wont always work out. Rather than living in hopeless dreams, learn to live in reality that things doesnt work the way you wanted it to be and what you expect it to be.
:))
/11/07/19/
