December 2021
We are already settled. It is the start of the month of December na. Everyday I still wake up with a heavy heart.
We already talked about it. How you are not interested in looking for other girls. I hope I can trust you with what you said Adi. Please panindigan mo yung sinabi mo. Hinayaan kitang iwan moko, for you to improve and find yourself.
It still hurts sometimes. Lalo na pag gabi. I still reminisce the times we dance around sa kwarto natin and talk about stupid stuff hanggang gabi. I miss talking to you. I dont know if you feel the same way to me. I still love you and hindi ko alam kung kelan mawawala to at ilang entries pa ang malalagay ko dito. Half of me still want you back pero I know buong buo na ikaw na hindi mo na ako babalikan. If thats the case, please tell me. Para hindi na ako maghabol. Para hindi na ako masaktan. I honestly still dont know what to do without you. I always think na I am getting better pero sa bawat pag gising ko, I always think about you. I wish I could stop caring about you. Kahit ginagago mo relationship natin.
Sobrang nakakainggit, you never told me na you were the one planning your date with your other ex. Ganun ka pala kaeffort sakanya. You also bring your family with you to visit her and buy her a cheesecake. The things you would do for her, for K, pero never for me huh.
