"Casanova you need to get some help" Kyomi said to me with pleading eyes.
Kyomi has been the closest person to me since we were young bouls. I met her in the 4th grade when I first moved down the bottom. She was immediately nice to me but I wasn't so nice to her. She was so persistent and stubborn on being my friend and I didn't understand why. Still to this day I don't understand why she cares for me as much as she does simply because I don't deserve it.
"I don't need shit" I waved her off. "I'm perfectly fine and there is nothing wrong with me so what the fuck do I need help for?" I asked with my face scrunched up.
Kyomi sighed before grabbing my hand and sitting me down. "Casanova you have so much built up aggression and anger and hatred that it scares me sometimes" She spoke lowly but I could still hear her.
I pulled my hand from out of her grip. "How many times do I have to tell your dumb ass that I would never hurt you?" I asked. I can't sit here and pretend like what she said didn't hurt because it did. I don't understand why she thinks that I would hurt her. I may have a temper and it may show sometimes and be hard to control but physically hurting her? I would never.
She stood up. "Casanova how do you expect me to be around you all the time when you're not even in control of your own anger? There has been several times when you have threatened my life. You tried to burn my fucking hair for Christ sakes" Kyomi said.
I no longer held a mug on my face. My face just held a passionless look, showing no emotion.
"Casanova this friendship can't continue if you don't get help" She spoke just a little above a whisper with her head down, staring at the ground.
Her words took me back a little. I never thought that she would leave me too. I thought that she would be here through everything. I thought that she would hold me down forever like she promised. She promised me and here she is breaking her promises like everybody else.
I spoke before I could process my words and thoughts. "Get the fuck out Kyomi" I said as I pointed to the door.
She looked shocked but immediately covered it up with a sad look.
