MY RANDOM THOUGHTS

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TITLE: My day

Dahil bored, nagbukas ako ng fb ko at nakipagchat na rin sa mga kaibigan ko sa messenger. Habang nag aantay ng reply, tumingin tingin mo na ko sa my day ng mga friends ko.

Nakita ko yung my day ng crush ko na friend ko rin. 5 yung my day nya kaya tinignan ko.

1st. Mga flowers, chocolates, teddy bear and some other sweet stuffs at pic nya kasama yung current gf nya and they look happy. Nalungkot tuloy ako bigla at nainggit. Yes! I have suitors but i dont want to entertain them.

2nd. Pic ng mata nya na may luha. Hmmm...i think they were on LQ with her girlfriend.

3rd. Broken💔😭. Ayan yung nakasulat. So napaOMG agad ako...

4th. Theme song nila nung gf nya na sya yung kumakanta pero umiiyak.
My gosh! Kung ako yan, di ko sya iiwan! He is the ideal man of every girl! And i dont want to see him crying because it really sucks me!

5th. Pic ng blade na may nakasulat na " sometimes, there were times its happy to end your sacrifice". WTF! Hindi na ko nagdalawang isip at nagsend message na ko sa kanya.

Me:"Hey! What will you do to that blade? Do you really wanna die now because you and your gf already broke up?! Look! I dont effin care why you two broke up and finish all things up! But being broken cannot be the reason of your death! If you are sad and feel depressed, take someone to talk to! Listens to you! And Advice you! There were too many people dying but still want to live! But you? You wanna die just because your broken? If you really love her, fight for her! Pero dapat, the 2 of you are fighting to save your relationship! If you were tired of living, let yourself to rest but not to quit! Kung ayaw na sayo, pakawalan mo na! You maybe felt sadness, anxiety and depression but dont give up! DONT QUIT BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN FUCKING REASON!" I send that LSM to him. My Long Sermon Message.

Him:"Why do you care? Did you know the whole story? Ikaw ba yung hiniwalayan? Ikaw ba mamamatay? Ikaw ba ang namomroblema? Wala kang alam kaya wag kang makialam!" He replied after 8 mins.

Me:"I care because there so many people dying but you, you want to waste your life! " naalala ko bigla yung bestfriend ko na si Josiah na namatay just because of his love to her girlfriend.

Me:"I didnt know the whole story but dying is not the solution for your achy breaky heart!"

Me: "Of course im not the one whose broken! Kase i dont have a bf! Diba ikaw nagmyday ng broken dyan!"

Me:" hindi ako ang mamamatay! Ikaw maglalaslas tapos ako mamamatay? Hunghang ka? Pero isipin mo ang mararamdaman ng mga taong nagmamahal sayo kapag wala ka na. "

Me:"Wala kang problema tanga! Problema na ba tawag mo dun? Break na kayo diba? It means wala na! Wala ka ng problema! Ikaw lang ang namomroblema at ikaw mismo ang problema! Dont fuckin use the alibi " mahal ko ei!" Sabihin na natin mahal mo, minahal ka dati! Nagmahalan kayo dati! Pero lahat yun wala na! Kase wala na kayo! Bury old memories and try to make another with others."

Me:"Ako walang alam? Baka nga."

Sunod sunod kong reply sakanya.

Him:"Why do you care? You are just my friend!"

Ouch! MY FRIEND!!!

Me:"Of course i would care coz i am your FRIEND! Pero oo nga ano naman pakialam ko diba? Im sorry! Pero alam mo kung baket ka nasasaktan? Mas pinipili mo kaseng magmahal ng tao na walang paki sayo kesa sa taong laging andyan para sayo."

Then he was replying but i already blocked him on messenger. Tama na. Nakakapagod din magmahal sa taong wala pake sayo. I always comfort others but i cant comfort my self. Oras na para gumising sa katotohanan na kaibigan lang ako.

Letse naman na pag ibig kase yan ei! Nakakatanga! Fuck this life! Epal din kaseng boredom to ei! Yes! Maybe masyado akong nangialam at nanghimasok, but hello! Im the one whose being nice here just to comfort him and change her mind up! I dont care kung F.O. na kami! Ayoko syang maging kaibigan kase gusto ko ay more than that! But wala na kong pake sa kanya! Im already being so stupid and idiot here