The Struggle For Air

i can't explain

loving someone is hard .
especially when your mind's a whirlwind
going places that isn't ground zero .
feeling high and colorful
while also feeling tired and stuck on some classic shit .
you want to give them everything , your heart , your soul , & your mind ,
but the thing is that your heart , soul & mind are intoxicated with bitterness and nothing .
just nothing .
but they can't understand that ,
because they feel that too .
your their only solution
but loving is hard
especially when stuck trying to love everyone else .