online [skepnoblade]

skeppy: *pours feelings out*

muffin squad

Skeppy: sorry for dying on u guys

Skeppy: i guess i should explain now

BadBoyHalo: Don't worry! We love you, muffin :D

a6d: tell us when ur ready

Skeppy: i'm as ready as ill ever be i think

Skeppy: but idk how to start

a6d: u like techno? maybe start there?

Skeppy: skwkskwksiixuycyww edmlsowkss

BadBoyHalo: Uhhh O_o

Skeppy: yeah... i do

Skeppy: idk when it started

Skeppy: i think i probably liked him before we started talking as much

Skeppy: but i wanted to ignore it. i hated it. i just want to be normal. i don't think ive ever been normal, though. maybe im messed up. so fucking messed up. but i knew i wasn't normal, not when his voice made my heart pound faster than running the beep test or when his smile made me blush harder than anything in the world. he's just the most amazing person and he's so cute and

Skeppy: i think i might be in love with him

Skeppy: and god, the stream was so fun. even before that, we were playing truth or dare and we got to know each other so much better and it was so late and i don't know, after seeing his poofy hair and sleepy voice how could i not

Skeppy: and then i said goodnight babe like an idiot

Skeppy: he hates me now, doesn't he

a6d: first of all you are normal, and don't ever put yourself down for who you like

a6d: and second i think techno is a good person. truly. even if he doesn't return your feelings im sure he would still want to be friends

BadBoyHalo: A6d's right! We don't care about who you like, and Techno doesn't either. And if he does, then we will put him in a bucket >:(

Skeppy: ik i don't say this a lot but... ily guys :')

BadBoyHalo: We love you too, you muffin!

a6d: i'm glad u finally figured out u liked him tho

a6d: took u long enough

Skeppy: was it that obvious

a6d: yes. definitely.
3:22 am

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hi wow i am SO SORRY for dying on u all like that. i finally got inspo to finish this (albeit short) chap! kind of angsty but not really idk im kinda sad right now so. yea. well i hope u guys enjoy and ill try and get back into consistent updates.