Rain pouring, drowning my sorrows
A stormy day I think tomorrow
Grey clouds in the sky they've borrowed
my life backwards being uncoloured
Ignored...
Forgotten...
Alone...
Tear stains, and red angry marks
I cant help it
I feel so distant and far
What can help me
Reverse back to the start
Warn my sanity
For the things that will scar
Pain...
Hurt...
Suffering...
My heart just cant
Its in lock down
I look away when u give her your smile
A thing I could only wish u gave me
Once in a while
Hollow...
Empty...
Broken...
Rain is heavy
Sounding over my cries
My feelings like
The stromy sky
Why must it be me
who wants to die
I slit my wrist
With another sigh
Distant...
Gone...
Lost...
Rain falls from the sky
Like my tears from my eyes
Thunder shakes
Like my blade holding hand
Lightning strikes
Like my knife to arm
Nobody knows
That I self harm
Blind...
Deaf...
Mute...
Senses drowned out
By music blasting
Can't hear there shouts
Close my eyes
Blind to their looks
Close my door
That's all it took
Cold...
Selfish...
Dead...
Storm still going
No cries to drown out
No need keep showing
That she's still around
The water left behind
Won't make her drown
No more blades to skin
No flesh to be torn
Especially since
She's already gone...
