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26. Confession

"I love you." Jungkook said, still looking damn straight into your soul.

You were shook (JungShook tbh)

"I still remember the day I met you. We slowly got closer, and suddenly, all the love songs were about you." He said.

"There are millions of words, but none of them can describe what you can make me feel.
I feel my entire world flip whenever I look into your eyes."

He took a deep breath as you stared at him.

"So will you be my girlfriend?" He asked.

Your eyes welled up with tears. You started crying, because you knew your answer was going to hurt both you and him.

You can't accept him, because he might break your heart so you don't break his.

You can't take any more pain, and Taehyung, Jin and Namjoon will never accept you both. Even if you love him, you two can't be together.

No...

"I c-can't." You choked out.

"W-Why? Please tell me you're joking?" Jungkook said, in a shaking voice.

"We can't be together, Jungkook. You..."

"I'll always find my way to you."

"You can't love." You said, forcing te words out so that he gives up. That way, you both will be safe and happy.

Neither will he hurt you, nor will you hurt him.

"It hurts when you say that." He said, and you saw his doe eyes sparkling with tears. He was trying to hold them in, and succeeded.

"Let's go. Jimin is waiting for us near the bus stop." Jungkook got up, and brushed his pants.

You kept quiet, and chose to love him in silence, because there are no fears in silence.
You chose to love him in your dreams, because in your dreams, no one owns him except you.

"J-Jungkook, I'm s-sorry." You held his hand.

"Its alright. Who would pick a daisy in a field of roses?" He smiled sadly, and started walking towards the bus stop, still holding your hand.

You were crying, and he turned to look.

"Hey, don't cry. I'm nothing, and you deserve better. I hate to see you cry." He kissed your forehead.

Jimin came running time bid you good bye, and you and Jungkook both went home.

The entire bus ride was silent, and sad.

You are scared of letting him too close to you, because he might see your cracks and flaws.
You're scared that he'll see the things you hate about yourself, and terrified that he'll walk away, leaving you broken.

They say love is blind, but you can't take the chance.

You don't want him to hate you, even if it means you are hurting and sad.

You both got into the house, and Jungkook wished you good night and ran to his room.
You couldn't even wish him back or stop him, because he was too fast.

You trudged yourself to your room, and your hand touched the handle.

And you froze when you heard the sounds.

It was painful music to your ears, and your tears immediately burst out, and you gasped again as the sound got clearer, and the pain inside your head and chest increased significantly.

"No... Jungkook, please don't..."

You couldn't bear them any longer.
It was too painful.