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20. Panic Attacks

You were on your bed, thinking about sleeping in a few minutes.

You lay down, and closed your eyes. Thinking about the day's events, a single tear rolled down.

You closed your eyes, and tried to sleep.

But you saw him.
Hovering over your body, grabbing onto your torso, burying his face into your neck to give you hickeys, and slamming roughly inside you.

You suddenly remembered all the horrifying events again and jolted up from the bed, gasping.

You can't sleep.

Reluctant, you wore your slippers and made your way to the kitchen to get a glass of water. You didn't even realize how late it was until you glanced at the clock in the kitchen saying 1:15.

You grab and fill a glass fast, bringing it up to your lips and finishing it in one go. Then you slammed the glass, and let out a deep breath. You are on the verge of having a panic attack. You breathed in and out heavily, you were feeling everything all over again.

"Y/N? Are you alright?" Jungkook's voice asked.

"Y-Yes, I-I'm fine. J-Just a bit tired..."

"No, you're not. Come here." He motioned you to go to him. But before you could even move, those memories started passing in front of your eyes again, and you stood still there. You couldn't move, couldn't see, couldn't hear and couldn't breathe. 

No matter how much you tried, you were glued to that one spot, your chest moving up and down desperately to get some air into your system. 

You couldn't breathe. 

Faint voices calling your name, they were all Jungkook's voices. You couldn't see him properly, your tears had misted your vision. 

"Y/N, breathe! Look here, Y/N, breathe!" He shouted but you couldn't.

"I-I can't..." You choked out.

"Just try to control your breathing. You're just hyperventilating, nothing will happen to you, excluding the fact that you'll pass out."

"I-I really can't breathe... Jungkook, h-help me..."

"Just control your breathing, Y/N. Here, look at me and follow my breaths." He says but you find yourself dizzy, and slowly blacking out. He holds your face, leaning in.

His warm breath tingles your lips, but your world stops moving as his lips press against yours. If you had a problem breathing before, you stopped breathing completely now.

He doesn't move and stays still against your lips. Your negative thoughts disappear, and only the surprise of his action takes your mind's attention.

His lips part from yours, and you start breathing again, your chest and shoulder moving up and down, to regain your normal breathing pace.

Your breathing returns to normal soon, but your heart is beating faster than ever before. You are all sweaty and messed up as he stared into your eyes.

"Why?"

"I'm sorry, but you needed a distraction." He breathed out, still cupping your face.

Somehow his words hurt you. He didn't do it because he wanted to, but just to stop your panic attack.

You lower your gaze, not wanting to let him see your heated cheeks. But he brings up your face to meet his eyes and gives a relieved sigh.

"Are you okay?" His soft tone is back again.

"Yea, I think so."

"Good, let's go." He takes your arm, and pulls you off the kitchen floor. Your legs feel like jelly and you can't walk properly. He notices that, and sways you off your feet, carrying you bridal style to your room.

He sat you on the bed, and looked at you, nervous and blushing.

"I'm sorry. I just tried to distract you. I just panicked because you weren't breathing." He said.

"It's okay, Jungkook. I was just surprised." You said.

"I'll get going then. Good night." He was about to walk away, but you held onto his sleeve involuntarily.
He looked at you with confusion.

"What is it? You need something?"

"N-No. I just..."

"Yeah?"

"I-I..." You stuttered. You don't know why but you couldn't say it. You felt weird and tingly in your stomach when he turned around, his hand brushing against your wrist in the process.

"Please stay..." You murmured, finally relieved to get the words out of your throat.

"Okay." He said, and plopped down on the bed, just like that.

You blinked.

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