Chapter9 - Closure
Yay.Aga ko nagising.Meaning di nako male-malate.
Hay.Di na kaya talaga ko babalikan ni Kevin?T_T
E kung kausapin ko kaya?
Psh.Tama, kausapin ko nalang.
Habang papaakyat ng building namen, sakto, nakasalubong ko si Kevin.
Nginitian nya ko pero patuloy padin sya sa paglakad.
"Kevin.. Can we talk?",lakas loob na sabi ko.
"Please.. ",dagdag ko ng di sya natinag.
"A-Alright, let's talk."sagot nya.
Naglakad kami papuntang Garden.
Halos lahat nakatingin samen habang naglalakad kami, pero di ko na lang pinansin.
"Sila na ulit?"-girl 1
"Kawawa naman yung Sab."- girl 2
"Sabi senyo magkakabalikan sila e."-girl 3
Rinig ko na bulungan nila.
Hayy.Masama ba ko?
Selfish na kung selfish, pero kasi sobrang sakit na e.
Hirap makitang may kasama syang iba.
"Now, what do you want to talk about?"tanong ni Kevin nang marating namin yung di mataong part ng garden.
Naupo kami sa isang bench.
Hayy.Kaylangan ko ng lakasan ang loob ko kundi patuloy pa din akong masasaktan.
"I know this will be so selfish, but please, Kevin...Come back to me.", naiiyak kong sabi.
"B-but Kishi-" gulat na sabi ni Kevin.
Pinutol ko yung sasabihin nya.
"I don't care if you've been unfaithful, I don't care if you've fooled me.I'm willing to forget everything, just please..Take me back."-ako
"Di ko na kasi kaya e.I can't stand seeing you everyday doing what we used to do with her.Kasi, ako dapat yun e.Ako nalang kasi ulit."pagmamakaawa ko pa.
I'm dying everytime na makikita ko silang magkasama kasi, it used to be me.
Ako yun dapat nandun e.
Di pa rin sya sumasagot at nanatiling nakayuko.
"Di naman siguro ganun kabilis nagbago yung feelings mo di ba?Tell me, ako pa rin naman diba?"desperado nako e.
Di namang ganun lang kabilis kalimutan yung memories namen diba?
"Please, Kevin.",my voice broke as my tears were falling."Balikan mo nako."
"Kishie"sa wakas ay sabi nya.
"I'm really sorry but I just can't."mahinang sabi nya.
As much as I don't want to hear those words, yun talaga ang sinabi nya.
And it broke my heart again.
Why can't he take me back?
Wala na ba talaga?
"I'm so stupid for letting you go.And I just can't take you back.Not anymore.Don't blame yourself for it was all my fault.Mahina ako.You deserve someone better."-Kevin
Every word he's saying is breaking my heart.
"It's not you, it's me.And I'm really sorry for bringing you such pain."-Kevin
"So this is goodbye.Find someone better Kishie."and with those words, he left.
He left me there with my heart crying.
He left me with my heart bleeding.
And yeah, he left me with nothing but pain.
Hangsakit ee.
I stood there crying my heart out.
And the rain poured as if it was crying with me.
Lahat nawala na.
Akala ko our love was perfect.
Pero at the end, it failed.
Everything changed.
And he was not the same anymore.
And afterall the pain that he has brought,
I think I'll never love again.
And I'll never be the same.</3
A/N:
short update lungs after a month.para kasing wala naman nagbabasa neto.
Busy di kasi sa demo, lps and finals.dami requirements.
But still thank you sa mga nglagay sa RL nila neto.Ü
yun lang.Love y'all!
BINABASA MO ANG
WHY WE BROKE UP .. (KathNiel)
Teen FictionBREAK-UP? Eto yung pinakamasakit na part ng isang Relationship e. Masakit ! Sabi nila MOVE-ON!GET OVER IT! Madaling sabihin, pero trust me, super hirap gawin.. Pero how can you MOVE FORWARD? when you don't even know the reason WHY YOU TWO BROKE UP...
