The new kid

chapter 9

HEY 2 PARTS IN 1 DAY!!!!!!

YEET TIME FOR CUTE FLUFF 

I fucking hate myself....

James POV 

I ran to Ben's house and knocked on the door, all of a sudden Ben opened the door he was about to close the door when I asked him if we could talk which he agreed to. 

We went to Ben's room and sat down on his bed we just stared at each other not saying anything until I decided to speak up 

"I missed you." Ben stated not looking away from Me even though I seemed to be confused 

"What?" I asked pretending that I didn't hear him even though I heard him, my head was spinning.

"I said I missed you." Ben laughed 

"I heard you I just can't understand why." I stammered.

"You know why." Ben said quietly, blushing a cute pink which made me giggle.

"No?" I said but it came out more like a question which made Ben smile.

"You know." Ben continued as if I would eventually understand. 

"You love me." I gushed quietly while blushing a bright red that put roses to shame.

"Loved." Ben sighed.

"What?" I continued because I didn't fully understand

"I loved you, not I love you." Ben stuttered.

We both suddenly fell silent just trying to figure everything out.

"Ben? I...I didn't mean to get you in trouble or to cause you any harm and I know you don't feel the same but I still love you and still want you to be with me and to cuddle and laugh with me." I babbled until Ben blushed a bright red. 

"I love you James! It's just my mom was saying how it isn't right to be gay and with my brother missing I was scared and I felt like nothing was going to be the same between you and me." Ben cried with tears in his eyes until i pulled him into a hug.

"You know that nothing would change, I still love you Ben even if your mom doesn't believe that I would." I said caressing his hair and we sat like that for what felt like forever. 

"You should get home it's getting late." Ben exclaimed.

"Actually I told my mom I was gonna be here  so if i didn't show up she knew I was safe." I laughed. 

"Well then what do you want to do?" Ben asked quietly.

to be honest I just wanted to stay like this, me and Ben sitting on his bed together falling asleep in each others arms. 

"Can we just stay like this?" I asked quietly, Ben smiled and nodded his head.

Everything was gonna be alright.....

Hey 

WOW 2 CHAPTERS CRAZY! 

well I didn't have school today so I got bored 

I hope you guys are really enjoying the book 

see ya'll soon 

                                  - Haru/Haruhi