The new kid

chapter 8

Hi I won't do this often but warning for ANGST and Fighting

It is going to be a long day....

James POV

It was time for bio so me and Ben sat in our seats when Ollie started shouting curse words and derogatory names at Ben which was making me mad so before Ben said anything I snapped.

"Do you know how to shut the fuck up?!" I snapped at him and his friends, they began to laugh loudly.

"Awww that's cute! you think you can protect your boyfriend from us." Ollie spat until Ben stood up and punched Ollie.

It happened so fast he just got up and punched him and then he was taken to the principal which scared me because he could get detention or worse....

"Alright class settle down, Ollie go to the nurse and everyone open your textbooks to...." 

I couldn't or more like didn't want to listen to the teacher, I was to nervous about what was gonna happen to Ben. 

Ben's POV 

I stared at the wall knowing full well that I was gonna get another talk about being a good student and how that wasn't "correct" even though he deserved it, if i'm being honest it was really James fault if he hadn't told Ollie to shut up and then Ollie making fun of him I wouldn't have hit him

"Benjamin, please step into my office." said Mr. Smith as we walked into the office I noticed a picture of him and his son but no wife, a bunch of books on a shelf and the same old desk and chairs i've seen about 10 times.

"So why did you decide to do it Ben? What made you hit Ollie?" Mr.Smith asked in a gentle tone, I didn't want to tell him the real reason that I hit Ollie because he would just start another rant about how Ollie wouldn't do that. 

"I don't know." I whispered, Mr.Smith gave me "I'm disappointed" look which normally resulted in a call with my mom.

"Oh come on, you can talk about it." Mr.Smith said quietly which I didn't believe. 

"I don't want to talk about it." I mumbled loud enough for him to hear, Mr.Smith stared at me. 

"Is it about your brother?" He asked quietly, I stood up abruptly and snapped at him saying he didn't know what he was talking about. 

James POV

I waited for Ben after school, when he walked out of the principals office I tried to give him a hug but he shrugged me off of him.

"Hey Ben?" I asked but he didn't respond to me so i kept trying to get his attention but he kept ignoring me. 

"You can't do this to me!" I shouted at him, Ben turned around and stared at me with his cold hazel eyes. 

"Are you kidding? You've got to be kidding me right now! you're the one who ruined my life." Ben snapped at me.

I could see the fury in his eyes and it made me wonder if he could see the disappointment in mine. 

"Ruined your life? I saved you, Ben! I saved you!" I cried but Ben just scowled at me.

"Saved me? I don't need saving and I certainly don't want your saving. You've never helped me in my entire life!" Ben scowled at me with rage filled eyes which made me more disappointed. 

"Wow, Ben. Just wow. You're acting like a real scumbag, you know?" I yelled at him with tears in my eyes. 

"Yeah? Go look in a mirror!" Ben screamed at me this time he had tears in his eyes.

"Do I mean anything to you? All our memories, plans, our future? does our love mean anything to you?" I questioned him just wanting to hug him and tell him everything is ok. 

"What love?" Ben laughed and ran off before I could say anything else.

I fucking hate myself.....

Hi i'm back with angst 

I will post again don't worry 

sorry for angst  

- Haru