(PLEASE READ THE PART OF THE AN AT THE END THAT SAYS IMPORTANT!! ITS >>>IMPORTANT!!!!<<<)
Recap:
"Why are you crying?" I whisper.
"I heard how much pain you all were in. It hurts to know that I caused that pain. I love you guys more than anything and wouldn't wa-nt to loose you for the world." she whispers sniffling a little bit, and wiping her stray tears.
"We hurt, because we didn't want to loose you Aubree." I whisper smiling, and quickly pecking her lips.
"Aww! You guys are too cute!" Connor shouts, ruining yet another one of our moments.
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Aubree's POV.
The doctors told me I could go home tonight, as long as I had someone in the same room with me, waking me up in the middle of the night to take more medication. I would normally just set an alarm, but the doctors said it was crucial that I get my sleep, if I don't want to end up back here. Which I certainly do not. Connor told Ricky he would sleep in my room with me tonight, since Ricky didn't sleep at all, and Connor at lease got a few hours while they were waiting for the doctor. Ricky didn't like the idea at first, but he eventually gave in.
Right now the doctors are making some last minute check ups before I get to leave.
"Well you look like you are all set!" the nice doctor happily shouted.
"Thank you." I whisper.
"No problem dear, by the way he's a keeper." the doctor whispers to me, while looking at Ricky, who is in a conversation with Connor.
"I know." I answer, I big grin forming on my face.
"Don't let him go, he really loves you." she whispered, before walking out the room, leaving the door open for us to leave.
"You ready?" Connor asks, bringing me out of my daze I had been in.
"Ya, lets go home." I answer, grabbing my phone, and pop that they had allowed me to drink.
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"SLAY!!! YOUR HOME!" We hear someone shout the minute we walk through the door. Then a few seconds later, Trevor slides around the corner on his socks, and pulls me into a hug.
"AUBREE'S HOME?!?" Cali shouts from the top of the stairs, before we hear a bunch of loud thuds, and Cali, Jc, Sam, and Kian all come flying down. Soon I was pulled into a big group hug, Jc and Kian, which everyone else soon joins in.
"Oh my god, thank god your ok." Cali whispers before she pulls me into another hug.
"We were so worried Aubree." Sam says.
"I know, I could hear everyone." I whisper.
"But still, we worried a lot." Sam whispers back, and I smile a sad smile.
"You didn't have to worry." I state shaking my head.
"Of course we did!" they all shout back. I just smile at that, knowing that I have the best friends a person could ever have.
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During the whole day, we all watched Disney movies, and sat around in our pajamas. We talked a little bit too, but not much. Andrea and Jenn came a little bit after I got home, to watch movies with us.
Its 9:00 PM, and we are all tired, if they're not already asleep. Everyone, but Connor I, are fast asleep. Connor and I are on the couch, his head at one end, and mine at the other, Trevor, Sam, and Jenn are on an Air mattress we dragged down here. Ricky is in the chair, and Cali and Jc are snuggled up on the floor in a bed they made. Kian and Andrea went upsairs halfway through the last movie, claming "they were tired." We all know what they're doing (hint**hint*).
"I don't know what I would have done if I had lost you Aubree." Connor whispers, as we both watch the credits roll off the big, flat, screen.
"We still haven't talked about what you did when my dad- step dad came." I whisper, fixing my mistake. I know I completely ignored Connors statement, but what if my step-dad would have took Connor up on his offer. He says he can't live without me, well I can't live with out my brother. I mean you saw how I was when I didn't have him in my life.
"What do you mean?" Connor asks, sounding caught off guard by my response.
"I mean, you basically told him to kill you. No wait, that's actually what you did say." I whisper quietly, still watching the credits, through my now glossy eyes.
"Aubree, I don't know what you what me to say, I wasn't just going to let him kill my best friend, or my sister, who also is my best friend. He didn't even listen to me." He says with a sigh.
"That's not the point Connor, what if you were gone?! What would I do then!" I whisper shout, trying not to wake the sleeping bears around us.
"You would have Ricky! And Cali, Jc, Kian, Andrea, Jenn, Sam, Trevor" He whispers.
"Yes Connor, I have them now too, and no-ne of it would matter, if you were gone." I whisper my voice betraying me half way through my sentence.
"Your saying if I was gone, they wouldn't matter?" He sounds confused, and looks confused when he asked his question.
"No, I never once said that, you all mean so much to me, and if you weren't here right now, I would be a mess. They wouldn't have been able to pull me out of that hole Con." I whisper, and a single tear rolls down my cheek, and onto the blanket.
"Aubree..." Connor whispers, before he sighs, and pulls me into his chest, and then I break, for the first time since the whole incident, I break.
I didn't want to break, but its just like when you accidentally break your window from throwing a ball in the house, its too late, you already through the ball. Well its too late I've already broke. My walls have crumbled. They fell, but it seems like I didn't. Yes I am sobbing in my brothers arms, but I don't feel like I fell farther into my hole, I feel like I'm hanging onto the edge of getting out of this hell hole (AN: Hah see what I did there? Ya? No? No. Oh ok...) I guess I just need one final pull. Or pulls. And I know where to find them.
(AN:
>>>IMPORTANT!!!!!!<<<
Hey... Long time, no see. I'm back, and I am continuing this book thanks to all of my favorite people :) I realized I needed to keep writing, not only for you guys, but for me as well.
Someone I love very much, brought this to my attention, they said "Why would you quit something that you love to make you happier? It doesn't make sense." and it doesn't I realize that know.
So here I am!!!
I'm back, even though there's not a whole lot left of this story, I want to know if you guys would read something else I wrote? I truly love you guys! Thanks so much for making me feel better, and putting a smile on my face :D It means the world. ~ Love Emily)
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Fanfiction"Yes" "What? I didn't ev-" "Are you saying yes to what I think you are?" --- Aubree is a broken girl, who wants nothing more than to be fixed. When Aubree finds out who her brother is, after a horrific experience, will she finally get her c...
