My Wish ☻ (ricky dillon)

Jenn Likes...

The reader of this week goes tooo....connorcat! Thanks for the idea!

Recap:

"Aubree..." Connor whispers, before he sighs, and pulls me into his chest, and then I break, for the first time since the whole incident, I break.

I didn't want to break, but its just like when you accidentally break your window from throwing a ball in the house, its too late, you already through the ball. Well its too late I've already broke. My walls have crumbled. They fell, but it seems like I didn't. Yes I am sobbing in my brothers arms, but I don't feel like I fell farther into my hole, I feel like I'm hanging onto the edge of getting out of this hell hole (AN: Hah see what I did there? Ya? No? No. Oh ok...) I guess I just need one final pull. Or pulls. And I know where to find them.

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Shortly after my little breakdown, Connor and I fell asleep. Like I said, or more like thought, even though I feel like what happened a while ago with my dad should hurt me way more than it did, I feel more upset that I didn't get to tell Ryan how thankful I was. Yes, he did horrible things in the past, but the past is the past, we don't live in the past, we live in the present. I forgave him. That's why I didn't want to tell anyone when Ricky suggested it, not just that they wouldn't believe me, but that I had already forgiven him for his sins. Everyone deserves a second chance. It just hurt to see him that day at the mall because, I remember at one point how deeply and madly, in love I was with him. 

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When we all woke up, we all got ready, and headed to Starbucks. Everyone was happily chatting, well more like shouting, in the car. Once again we took two vehicles, Andrea's, and Ricky's. The car arrangements were a little different this time though, in Ricky's car was of course Ricky, Jc, Kian, and Sam. In Andrea's, it was Andrea, Cali, Jenn, me, and Trevor. He instead on coming with me, since we hadn't spent much time together while he was here, and he has to leave soon. Trevor and Jenn where arguing over something that no one else can figure out. They're just randomly yelling back and forth, and occasionally laughing.

"No! I already told you!" Jenn yelled laughing at Trevor from the front.

"Nope, you didn't tell me this! You just told me you liked him!" he shouts laughing, before realizing he had said to much, and slapping his hand over his mouth.

"Trevor!" Jenn shouted, blushing a deep red.

"What, like who? You would have told us! Right?" Andrea shouts looking over at Jenn when we stop at a stop light. Jenn just sits there slightly laughing to herself, not answering Andrea's question. "Jenn!" Andrea shouts lightly slapping Jenn on her arm, while laughing. "Why would you tell Trevor but not me?" Andrea asks.

"Hey!" Trevor shouts, and we all laugh.

"I didn't tell him, he figured it out, and so I had to tell him." Jenn answers looking at Trevor for backup, even though she doesn't need it, none of us are mad at her.

"Ya, I'm just that cool that I guessed who it was." Trevor says trying to sound cool, causing all of us to laugh at him, before we hear a loud BEEEP behind us. We all laugh even harder, before Andrea starts to go again.

"You guess his name after an hour of you guessing." Jenn says causing us to laugh again.

"Hey! That was suppose to be a secret!" Trevor yells, but laughs as well,as we pull into a parking spot at Starbucks, we all unbuckle still laughing.

"Ya, and so was you knowing about Ri-" she begins, but stops, and we all jump up and lean basically on top of her, and all yell "RICKY?!" at the same time. Jenn whispers a quick "shit" under her breath, as she blushs an even darker red, if thats possible.

After that, the car gets dead silent.

Jenn likes Ricky? What? How? No. This can't be right. I must have heard wrong. This can't be happening, I finally get happy, and have a great boyfriend, who I love, and then this happens. I must be dreaming, well more like having a nightmare. Nightmare, Ricky. Everything makes me think of him, and now I'm going to loose him to one of my best friends.

"Ok, ok, we should probably go inside." Cali says, breaking the awkward silence.

We all jump out of the car, and walk into Starbucks silently, seeing the guys already sitting at a table goofing off. Ricky looks over when he hears the doors, and smiles even bigger when his eyes land on me, but his smile fades fast when he sees my sad face. I instantly put on a fake smile getting ready to go over there, when Jenn grabs my arm, I quickly turn around, still having a fake smile plastered on my face.

"Can I talk to you?" she asks nervously looking at everyone else, and they took that as there cue to leave. I quickly look over at Ricky and see him still not having a normal Ricky Dillon smile, while he talks to Jc about something.

"Uh, ya, sure." I whisper. She looks around, before looking at me again, before speaking.

"Can we go outside?" I don't answer, just nod, before following her outside.

"Whats up?" I ask playing it cool, even though I know she can see though me. After all she is one of my best friends.

"You don't have to pretend your ok with this. I know your not." she says now pacing back and forth in front of me, "I mean why would you be, he is your boyfriend. You love him, he loves you. I'm sorry, I didn't want you to find out this way. I was going to tell you, I ahd everything planed out. I'm so sorry. Don't hate me." she looks at me with pleading eye.

"Jenn, I don't hate you, I'm just caught off guard I guess." I say looking at my feet, which are shuffling non-stop.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you, I promise he's all yours." she says happily, while pulling me into a big hug, which I soon return. Apparently over Jenn's nervous ramble we didn't hear the door open, and someone walking towards us, until we heard their voice.

"Who's all yours?"

(HAHAHAHAHA! I FEEL REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW, DYLAN HOLLAND FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER!!!!! AND ONLY I KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT!

bet none of you could have guessed that was going to happen! Hah! I feel cool. Lol.

>>>>>>IMPORTANT<<<<<<<<

In case you missed my last update, the trailer is up! YAY! It took forever! Like months no joke. anyway, its on my YouTube, I don't know how to put it on Wattpad, so you'll have to go to YouTube to check it out! Its called My Wish (Ricky Dillon) Trailer. And my YouTube name is fritzyfroggurl, just in case you need it. Don't judge, I made it when I was like 10... I hope you like the trailer, and this chapter, bye!~ Love Emily :))