Devotion (boyxboy)

Chapter 15

Devotion.  Unconditional love.  Seeing those emotions in the eyes of my truest love brought everything full circle for me.  If I never wrote again I knew that with this moment, my life was complete.  This was also the moment that I finally let it all go.  I pulled Keaton behind me as I walked us up to my room.  I closed my door and locked it and turned around to face him.

Words were not needed for communication.  Our entire conversation was happenning between our gazes upon each other.  In this moment I knew that I belonged to him completely and would do anything to keep that look of total devotion on his face. 

I continued to gaze upon him while, with my shaking hands, I started to undress in front of him.  Keaton was starting to pant a bit heavier and he too began to lift his hands and undress himself.  The distraction of his bared skin momentarily paralyzed me and then I heard Keaton growl at me, stop what he was doing, walk over to me and continue to undress me where I left off.

His skin completely mesmerized me and I had the deepest need to just lick at his exposed skin to see what he would taste like.  I started to lick my lips in anticipation when I heard him breath out, "You have no idea how beautiful you are do you!  God from the moment I laid eyes on you my inner struggle began.  Being able to hold you."  He gently kisses my lips.  "To touch you."  He kisses me again.  "To taste you is just so unbelievable to me."  He kisses me yet again and then with a sob I could barely hear he whispers in my ear, "Baby please let me love you in every way possible.  I need to know that you are mine and I need to show you that I am yours beyond any doubt."

I bring his face down to my lips and begin to kiss him with all of my heart and the world just seems to stop for me and there is only HIM.  Somehow during this mind blowing kiss, we manage to undress each other and are now slowly caressing each other as our fingers learn every curve, every inch of our bodies. 

Then Keaton slowly walks me backwards towards my bed and the back of my knees hit my bed and I slowly descend laying down for him.  He covers my body with every inch of his and I hiss in ecstasy as all of his skin comes into contact with mine for the first time.  I open up my legs to make room for him to comfortably lay between them and I wrap my arms around his neck as he wraps his arms around mine to hold my face in both of his hands.  As he caresses my face and my hair he looks into my eyes and says, "Balin, I love you so much.  I know that you have never done a single thing with anyone.  I may have kissed one or two guys in my time but from the moment I picked up your first book I was never able able to go any further with anyone because they weren't you!"

I swallowed nervously because what I was feeling of Keaton's erection was more than enough to make me worry about the possible pain.  I may have written, in detail, about the act of making love but it was all fantasy starring the very man now lying between my legs.  I am so nervous that my legs are starting to shake a bit so this must have worried Keaton.  "Baby, we don't have to do anything that you are not ready for.  I have dreamt for so long about this very moment and I would never want to risk ruining it for either one of us."

Tears start to well up in my eyes as I look into the depths of his feelings glowing out of his eyes for me.  "You are my everything.  I don't know how far I want to go because babe, I am not even going to lie.  I am really scared of the actual act of becoming one with you.  Maybe I am not ready yet but there are other things that I want to experience with you and only you."  I lift up my head to press my lips against his and that pretty much broke something in my poor man because Keaton took over after that.

 He quickly plunges his tongue into my mouth and just devours me like a starved man.  His hands are roaming up and down my body causing my skin to become hyper-sensative and hot.  My hands are now rubbing up and down his back until they finally rest on his glorious butt cheeks.  God they are perfect.  I gently sqeeze him and pull him against me for more friction and then I loose all concentration as Keaton begins to rub his erection against mine.  This heat that was building in the pit of my stomach is now burning brighter and brighter with each of his thrusts.  

I never knew it could be like this.  My writing did not do this act justice and oh God, feeling him against me so intimately is causing me to moan and breath really hard.  Feeling every ridge, vein and his skin is making me crazy.  Then I hear Keaton groan loudly and his thrusting is getting faster and harder and I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist to keep him against me as Keaton continues to move and suck and kiss my neck as well.

Then before I can blink and catch my breath I feel myself hit a pinnacle and time just seems to stand still and I hear nothing and then, I explode into a million pieces as my orgasm hits me for the first time with him.  I cum and cum and realize that he must have cum too because he is breathing so hard and I and really slick and wet all over. After a minute I feel like I am coming back to life and Keaton has dropped his forehead against mine.  It must have been as amazing for him as it was for me because he is still struggling to catch his breath.

"Balin, baby, I love you so much.  I feel so...God I just don't have the words.", he tries to say between his ragged breathing.  I close my eyes as I finally feel myself come down from the single most important experience of my entire life and I lift my hands to bring his face to mine and say, "I am so inlove with you Keaton.  No one can ever take your place in my heart, my soul.  Thank you so much for loving me so completely."  

Then I kiss him so gently as to let him know just how much I cherish him and I can feel the emotional tears falling from not just my eyes but his.  No matter what happens from here on out, I know that everything will be okay with this man by my side!