Him

Limping

Yeah on my own fucking brother. As if my life wasn't bad enough already I had to get a crush on my twin.

I moved my place at school to the other end of the room. If he wears my clothes I don't wear again without washing it several times. I get hard by only seeing him half-naked.

"Martinus? Are you still with us?" Justice pulls me out of my thoughts. "Uhm.. yeah yeah sure." I fake a smile. "What did he do to you again and why?"

"I watched TV too long." I say.
"I had a 2 in my last exam." Marcus sais. "A 2? That's almoat the best? And for that he-" She yelled a bit. "Yeah. Don't yell. If he hears you we all get into even more troubel." I tell her. She nodds and starts cleaning the cut on my cheek.

"How is your hand?" She asks. "Better." I anwser shortly. "What happend to you?" She turns to Marcus. I didn't look at him since he came inside. "Not much. Just a few hits. Nothing to worry." He sais what sounds more like a question.

"Take your hand away from your leg quickly." Justice asks. "I-it's nothing." He lies. Now I turn towards him too. He has his hand pressed on his upper leg and some tears are running down his cheek.

"You're a bad liar." Justice smiles and gets up. She gives me my shirt and sits down next to Marcus. "Show me." She beggs him. Slowly he takes his hand away. On his white jeans is a big red spot. Blood. "My good, Marcus!" I say and put my hand over my mouth.

"H-how did this h-happen?" Justice stutters. "I don't know. He just had the knife in his hand and he said he would punish me by cutting something in my hand but I moved too much. He accidently cutted my leg. I ran away before he would do it again." Marcus sobbs.

How bad I want to kiss him right now and stroke his cheek. I can't stand it seeing him hurt.

"It's not a deep cut but you'll be limping a few days." Justice tells him after examinating the wound. "Thank you." he smiles at her.

His smile is so cute. I wish he would smile at me like this. His eyes shine. It kills me to know his eyes will never shine like this because of me. And he will never smile like this because of me.

After Justice cleaned his wounds too we decide to sleep. Marcus starts taking off his clothes. As fast as I can I run into the bathroom. Why do I have to get hard only by seeing him half-naked.

I brush my teeth and do my nightroutine. After the I go back into our room. I just hope he's done.

Luckily he is. Justice also took off all her clothes exept her underwear. I change too quickly than I lay down in my bed. Justice climbes next to me and Marcus locks the door.

If Dad finds Justice in our room and in my bed he'll propably kill all three of us.

She places my head on her chest and strokes my hair. "Thanks." I mumble. "Sure always again." She smiles.

Her biggest dream is to help people like with doctors without borders. She's going to start a education as nurse in summer. I'm so happy for her. And she is so good at it.

After some time Marcus fell asleep and we hear a light snoring. I have to smile big. "You love him, right?" Justice suddenly asks. "Yes sure he's my twin?" I lie. "But you love him more as a brother, right?" She asks again. Without anwsering I close my eyes and fall asleep a few minutes later.