Him

"You love eachother."

We went after them and they told us that we can't see her right now. "Why?" We both ask at the same time. Scared of the anwser.

"She is stabil right now but that can change again. We have to do some more tests then we'll know more." The doctor sais.

"W-will she wake up?" Martinus sobbs. The same question I wanted to ask but I was too scared. Scared that he will anwser she won't.

"We have to do some more tests." He just sais. "You can visit her next week." He adds and walks away.

We both turn around and start walking to the entrance. In the lobby we once look back before we want to leave.

„Marcus and Martinius Gunnarsen?" a nurse yells truogh the lobby. "Are Marcus and Martinius Gunnarsen still here?" She yells again.

"Uhm yes we're here." We say a bit unsure. "We found this letter in your sisters pocket." She smiles and walks away.

We look at the letter and decide to open it at home.

At home we sneak into our room and lock the door. Martinus opens the letter and starts reading it.

"Dear Marcus, dear Martinus
I know that the way to give you this letter is a bit strange. It,s not a thing you have everyday. A letter on your desk when you come home from school. But I am scared that Dad will find out about it if I talk to you in person and if I give you the letter he'll take it so I have to keep it a secret. Well what I wanted to tell you with this letter is that I love you both even if you are gay. I saw the way look at Marcus, Martinus. And I heard you talking to yourself about Martinus, Marcus. You love each other and you deserve to be together with the person you love.
Your Emma"

He reads it all even though we are crying. She wanted to hide the letter on our desk. And now she is in coma. Because of me.

Because I had to confront him with his feelings for me. That's why we even were at the police headquater. And Emma knew about our feelings for each other.

She has always been more clever than me. I don't know what to do right now. Should I talk to him? Or leave him? I decide to hug him.

He doesn't hug me back but he also doesn't push me away so maybe he like it? We get interrupted by a knock on the window.

Justice.

Martinus walks over to the window and lets her climb into the room. "I heard what happend. I am so sorry." She sais and pulls Martinus close to her chest.

He cries into her shoulder. "It's okay. Shhhhh. It's going to be alright." She tries to comfort him while stroking his back.

I want to be the one hugging him and comforting him. The one to whipe his tears and the one who cuddles close to him and make him feel save.

"Did he hurt you again?" Justice asks. I shake my head. Martinus looks like he would fall asleep any second so Justice lays him down in his bed.

"I'll leave now. If you need me, you have my number." She smiles. I nodd and close the window after her.

I sit down next to Martinus and brush my fingers trough his hair.

"Is she right?" He suddenly asks but keeps his eyes closed. "What do you mean?" I ask back. "D-do you love me too?" He asks.

"Yes."

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Hey guys I'm back and I'll try to post as often as possible. I had a fight with my parents and now have the phone of a friend but I can't type with apple. I'm sorry for not updating❤️❤️