Love Twist With A Teacher: Book 1(HP/Severus Snape Fanfic ReUpload{CURRENT EDIT}

Chapter 21: Talking with Hagrid and Moment of Weakness

The following morning, I woke up not feeling completely like myself.

Trying to be strong is taking a lot out of me. Maybe it was because I was still in shock at the way Snape acted yesterday in the hallway while I was with my friends. Or from the events that've occurred recently, that has now left me feeling truly lost. His actions confuse and frustrate me---yet somehow, I grew to have feelings for him that are hard to deny and make disappear. Not to mention, too, that my stepdad is on his deathbed. I know that Hagrid said in the letter yesterday that he wanted to have a chat with me. So, I finally got up and took a quick shower, feeling it waking me up with the warm water running down my body. Ten minutes later, I got out of the shower, put on my robes, fixed my hair, and brushed my teeth. I looked in the mirror and nodded, feeling satisfied with myself. I left the area and went my way to see Hagrid.

For the most part, all of what was from Snape hurting is really healing well and is mostly gone. I still can't believe he did that to me. In the hallway, I noticed that Mad-Eye Moody saw me walking along, too. Moody then gave me a weird stare for some reason, which made me feel so clueless. I swear this guy is creepy with a capital C. He fancies Harry more than anyone else, and I'm not sure why. Once I arrived at Hagrid's, I knocked on the door, and he answered it with his dog Fang, looking at me. "Hey there, Miranda, come on in." I walked in as he shut the door behind me, and we both sat down. "So, how are ya doin'?" "Okay, I guess. I mean, Harry and I are dating or trying to date anyway since we've been close friends for a long time. Since we had talked and also way beforehand Snape told me to try and forget about my feelings for him."

"Well, I felt he had some sort of feelins' for ya. When did you two start datin'?" "Only a couple of days ago, we told each other our feelings and decided to give it a try. If it becomes too much or gets in the way of our friendship, we'll stay as friends. I also know Harry is shy about some things, too, but our friendship is the most crucial." "Hmmm, are ya doing ok with all this....with eh Professor Snape?" I knew he felt a bit weird for asking, but I knew he cared. I shook my head as I felt tears forming and admitted, "I've done nothing but be good to him, Hagrid; I don't deserve this. Why is he this way? He's nice, then he's mean. Then, he says he's sorry but keeps on doing things that hurt me..." "Miranda, it's the way he is, I believe." I asked sadly, "Is he always like this, Hagrid?" He nodded his head, "Yes, I'm afraid so. I saw the way he looked at ya that day at lunch; he looked like he was about to kill someone."

My eyes got wide with pure surprise as I couldn't say anything back in response. Although, if Snape still does feel something, he'll get jealous. "Miranda, the last thing I want to see ya be is down like this. It's not healthy for ya, but I know ya have a lot on ya plate to deal with." "I know it isn't, Hagrid, and I'm sorry overall. I mean, yesterday, he was being cold-hearted to me and in front of Hermione, Harry, Ron, Neville, Fred, and George. Then, he has the nerve to kiss me hard in front of them. I had to force him off of me as if he turned into a completely different person." "No, he didn'! Well, he is a man-" "I know, but he shouldn't have done that in front of my friends and Harry. I know how he is, Hagrid, I'm not sure if I should forgive him. I mean, I barely forgave him for beating me up, and now this too..."

"He shouldn' have done that to ya. All I can say to do, Miranda, is to continue to follow ya heart and think of what ya really want. No matter what goes on with ya and Snape, he clearly has some type of feelins' for ya and is sorry for it the minute he gets alone. Then he cries. I've never heard of him acting like this before." "I guess you do have a point about that. I just wish I knew what I really wanted. I know that a lot is going on with the tournament and all. But Hagrid, I've been thinking recently that Snape and Professor Dumbledore are hiding something from me..." "What do ya mean?" "Snape told me that he did something that made Dumbledore not trust him, but now he trusts him again, and neither Snape nor Dumbledore will tell me." "Ya shouldn' want to know Miranda." "Please tell me, Hagrid." "It may upset ya..." "Please tell me, Hagrid...whatever it is. I deserve to know and not have any more secrets hidden."