The Badass Nerd

Should I Tell Her?

"I know that love is unconditional but I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable, and strangely easy to mistake for loathing."

~Stardust

Chapter 14: Should I tell her?

Blake's POV~

"So, are you enjoying this hell hole, called school?" Julia asked me. "Honestly, yeah." I said getting my things out my locker. "Whaaa?" she yelled. "Whhhhhyyyy?" Because you're here. That's right. I am in love with this girl. But, there's one thing stopping me. Whether or not she loves me back. "It's sort of fun having a friend with you." I lied. Should I tell her? No, it'll probably make this friendship awkward. "Let's get to class." I said. "Ok." She smiled. This girl will be the death of me.

I was walking to our next class which was upstairs when I felt weight on my back. "Onwards good steed!" Julia yelled. Everyone in the hallway laughed. "Neigh." I said sarcastically. "Oh how I love being a horse." I rolled my eyes as Julia laughed. I carried her on my back as we waled up the stairs. Then, we were confronted by Jake, Caleb and Chris. "Ohh. What's up, Caleb, Chris." Julia said, pretending like Jake wasn't there. "Hi Julia." Jake said, with a pained expression. "Did you guys hear that?" Julia said.

Then, she sniffed the air. "Eww! Do you smell that? It smells like, jackass mixed with manwhore and distrust." She said. I looked over to Jake and saw that he looked like his feelings were being crushed by a ten ton bus. Poor Jake. "Julia. That's enough." I hissed. She shrugged. "Hey. It's not my fault he betrayed me, by nearly having sex with that back stabbing whore." She smiled evilly. "I can just imagine myself stabbing her. The knife going, in and out, in and out, in an-" "Okay! That's enough." I said when I saw Caleb and Chris's horrified face. "What?" Julia said. "As Spongebob said, IMAGINATION." Then, she walked away. I sighed. "What am I going to do with her?"

I followed her to our next class together and sat down next to her. "You know you didn't have to do that right?" I said. She ignored me. "Julia." I said. Ignore. "Julia." Ignore. "Julia!" "WHAT? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT. I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE TRYING TO PRY INTO MY LIFE. THE LAST TIME PEOPLE DID THAT THEY DIED. STOP TRYING TO PRY INTO MY PERSONAL SHIT. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She walked out with tears in her eyes, and the whole class just stared at the door. And I just sat there...thinking about what just happened. What really just happened. Did I just lose my best friend? Or did I just hurt my own heart?

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Hey guys I know this is short but it's the most I could do after getting my account back. So back to the story.

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