It's been 1 year and Juelissa is almost 1 years old (wow i am sorry for the time jumps i am throwing at you guys but the tables are about to turn lol) and me and Zion found an apartment that has two bedrooms so Juelissa can have her own room. Zion and the boys have been working really hard on music, they have interviews here and there and don't get me wrong I know it's his job he is doing what he loves to do. But he really hasn't been coming home but when he does he is only here for a few hours then leaves. Bella, Ansley, Izzy and the other girls come and help me when they can and i appreciate the help because sometimes I need a break too. But the problem is that Juelissa's birthday is coming up and we haven't even talked about it. We still need to finish the invitations so his family can buy their plane tickets. I was watching tv and Juelissa was laying next to me on the couch when I got a text.
Kuwonu💍 hey babe, i am on my way home and we are off for the next few days so i get to send the next few days with my girls. i love you see you in a little❤️
Em🥰 yay! good because we have to talk about a few things and i love you too! and be safe❤️
It's been about 30 minutes since Zion texted me and he hasn't got here yet and where they were isn't that far from where we live and I know that because I dropped him off before I went to the store to get some things. It's was getting late so I gave Juelissa a bath, dressed her and put her in her bed and Zion still wasn't here. So I went to take a quick shower. When I got out I put this on.
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After I got dressed I heard the front door open and close and the locks. He walked in the room. "Hey babe." He said walking to me.
"Hi." I said.
"I am sorry, the boys wanted to go get food and my phone died." He said.
"It's okay, you at least could have told one of the boys to call or text me." I said walking out.
I walked in the kitchen to make Juelissa an extra bottle just in case she wakes up in the middle of the night. Zion walked in and wrapped his arms around me. And started to kiss my neck. I was a little upset that he didn't tell me anything.
"Why are you mad bub?" He kissed my neck again.
"Because Caleb I haven't got to spend enough time with you and your daughter that's almost one. Her birthday is coming up and we haven't got anything for it yet and we don't even know where it's going to be at." I said feeling relaxed as I got that off my chest.
"Look I am sorry that I am busy and make music for my fans." He said getting an attitude.
"That's not what I meant Zion." I said.
"So now it's Zion but you were over here calling me Caleb." He rolled his eyes.
"Yeah because I am mad at you!" I yelled.
"Why?" He asked.
"Because you are never home. Other people help me take care of our daughter! I understand that you have to do what you do. You get to do what you love but it would be nice to have my boyfriend there to help me with our kid every once and a while and I am pretty sure our baby would like to see her dads face very once and a while." I said.
Before he could say any Juelissa started to cry. I grabbed the bottle off the table and walked to her room. I picked her up and changed her diper and feed her. I sat in the chair til she fell asleep in my arms. I got up and put her back in her crib and left the room. I walked to my room and saw Zion sitting on the bed. I walked passed him but he grabbed my arm and pulled me between his legs. He started rubbing my sides and kissed me stomach.
"Baby, I am sorry." He kissed my stomach again.
"I am sorry I haven't been here a lot, not being there for you and Juelissa. You probably hate me right now and I understand. I just want you to know that I love you and Juelissa with everything. I promise." He held my hands.
"How about tomorrow I give you some money and you go out get what you want. Get your nails, feet done, get you some food. And I am gonna stay here to take care of Juelissa." He said.
"But that's not what I want even though that sounds nice it's not it." I said playing with his dreads.
"Then what do you want?" He asked pulling me on his lap.
"You,me and Juelissa mall, shopping, food." I smiled.
"Anything for my girls." He smiled.
"And then saturday we stay home and do nothing." I said.
"So no one here, me you naked." He laughed.
"No werido." We laughed.
"So you are saying I can't walk around my own home naked? You act like you haven't seen me naked before." He said putting his hands up my shirt.
"Yes I have and that little friend of yours isn't as big as you make it seem." I laughed.
"That's not what you said because you were yelling my name and others words when my "little friend" was in you." We laughed.
"You are so annoying you know that?" I laughed.
"I love you too." He said kissing me.
"Whatever." I rolled my eyes.
"You better stop rolling them eyes at me before I put another baby in you." He said grabbing my ass.
"No chill, I already have two kids to take care of." I said.
"What other kid?" Zion asked.
"Juelissa my little baby and you my big baby." I said getting up.
I walked away and felt a sting on my ass and turn to see Zion laughing.
"That's not funny that hurt." I said rubbing my butt.
"Damn I am sorry I have been thinking about that ass all day." He said walking to me.
"Wow you weren't even thinking about me but my ass wow. I thought you loved me." I said getting in bed.
"Damn I wasn't just thinking about that ass that's mine I was thinking about all of you." He said.
"Your lips." He kissed me.
"You boobs." He kissed each one.
"Your stomach." He kissed my stomach.
"Your little friend down here." He kissed it. And when he did it made me wet.
I think he knew he knows what kind of effect he has on me and I think he knew what I wanted too because he started to pull my shorts down and looked me in my eyes as he did it. God the things this boy does to me. Fuck I love him.
