Drinking |✅

33- July

Tuesday rolled around slowly and i ended up meeting with a friend for coffee at Two. It was a childhood friend that i had kept in contact with because we were still really close in university. Although we didn't talk daily, we were able to keep out closeness via text and social media.
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I walked into the small cafe and spotter her instantly.
"Hey Jihyo." I smiled, taking the seat opposite her.
"Long time no see." She replied. "How ya been?"
"I'm good. Busy but good." I said. "I'm actually going on vacation soon."
"With anyone special?" She raised an eyebrow.
"With my brother and his friends." I answered confidently. "And..." i hesitated. I knew i wanted to tell her about Chan but I wasn't sure how.
"And?" She urged.
"You remember Bang Chan?" I sipped the drink she had ordered me. She nodded, wide eyes, intently listening. "Well i might have been hooking up with him for a while and he might be coming on holiday with me."
"No way?!? You and Chan are a thing?" She asked, excitedly.
"Not quite." I bit my lip.
"Oh so a casual hook-up?" She said.
"Kind of. It started like that but recently it just feels like more." I told her.
"You have a crush?" She took a sip of her tea.
"I- I don't really know. It just seems more thought out than it used to. We used to text each other with a 30 minute warning and then do it and leave the next morning but now he's acting more romantic and we're planning days in advance." I explained.
"Maybe he has feeling for you." She suggested. "If he's making an effort then he probably wants to be more than friends with benefits."
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On the way home, i thought about what she said. My feelings for Chan weren't defined but i knew i wanted to be more than friends. It's just if i was ready for a relationship or not.
With Sunho still harassing me on the phone and threatening to find Chan, can i really afford it?