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37- July

It had been over two weeks since i last heard from Sunho. I was still scared out of my mind that one day i would open the door and he would be there. He hurt me so much mentally and physically when we dated. After i found out he cheated, he would hit me to keep me quiet and when he spoke to me his words were cruel and torturous. The only reason i escaped was because Changbin walked in as Sunho went to smack me. Of course, the caused a huge fist fight between the two of them ( Changbin won) and resulted in my brother being super overprotective of me. Felix handled it differently. Instead of insisting that i tell him why i stayed quiet, he just sat with me when i was lonely and reassured me everything was fine. For a few weeks i flinched at anybodies touch but overtime, i grew to understand that no one else wanted to hurt me and that i could trust my friends again. The first time i allowed someone to be close to me was when I couldn't sleep. I had been awake for hours and Felix had come to check on me. He sat beside me, keeping his distance but i dove in for a hug because i missed the feeling of protective arms around me. Since then, Felix and I have been a lot closer.
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"You've booked your hotel?"
"Yes."
"You've packed everything?"
"Yep."
"Got an alarm for the morning?"
"Umm... yes."
"You hesitated." Felix was making sure i was ready to leave the next day.
"Set your alarm because the ferry will leave without you if you're late." He warned. I rolled my eyes and told him i would do it.
"If you're sure everything is done then i suppose I'll leave you be." He said leaving my room. I sat on my bed, falling back onto the sheets. All my bags had been put in the car, ready for the drive to the hotel. I pulled out my phone and text Chan.
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Me
Hey, you excited for tomorrow? X

Chan 🖤
Of course x
You still up for sharing a hotel room?

Me
Yep!
It'll be fun trying not to get caught tonight ;)

Chan 🖤
Those boys are oblivious to us
What name did you book the room under? I'm leaving soon, so will arrive first. X

Me
It's all in my name

Chan🖤
I'll see you there then 😘
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