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35- July

The day was spent curled up on Chan's bed watching movie after movie. His arm was comfortably round my waist, his hand placed on my hip. It felt so right.
"Chan,"
He hummed in response.
"Can i have a kiss?" I asked shyly.
"You don't have to ask baby, you know i always want kisses." He said sweetly. I propped myself up to hover above him. His eyes were sparkling and his lips were plump. I completely melted into his touch as i leaned down to connect our lips. They moved slowly against one another. Then his tongue poked my bottom lip, so i parted my lips slightly. This allowed him to slip his tongue in. I didn't bother fighting for dominance because i knew he would win. My hands cupped his face as we made out and stayed there when we eventually parted for breath.
"I- I love you." I whispered, hoping he wouldn't hear me but knowing he did. His hands remained on my hips as i let myself gently fall to lay on him.
"I love you too." He replied.
"Then what do we do?" I asked, staying with my head on his upper chest. I could hear his heart beating, which was calming.
"We just stay in each others arms for now and whatever happens will happen." Even his voice was calming. "If you want to start dating properly then we can but I won't force you."
I thought for a moment, just thinking over things in my head.
"I don't know." I admitted. "I don't think I'm ready for a relationship. I mean with Sunho's constant messages I can't get over what he did to me." My eyes were beginning to get teary.
"Whatever you choose is fine but i promise you I'll never hurt you like he did and I'll never let anyone lay a finger on you. Okay?"
I let my tears fall slowly down my face. He brought his arm up to my back and held me tighter. He pressed a short kiss on my head and whispered "I'll always love you."