please forgive me ... u r my life...

chapter 47

The function was almost finished only family members n close friends were there, Sanskar was walking to his room when he heard the sobbing sound coming from nearby, he follows the sound n reached terrace, the door was partly open, he open it a little bit to view n was shock to see Swara sitting at a corner crying, hugging herself, Sanskar felt something broken inside him.. He couldn’t stop himself n unintentionally was about to enter when his phone vibrates, he saw the caller Id n then at Swara for a minute, he sigh n walk away to his room with disappointed face..

Sanskar: (attend call) hello Aman, how r u??

Aman: m fine Sanskar, n how r u? I hope u r better..

Sanskar: yes! I am much better, u called this time, something imptnt??

Aman: no nothing much, just wana inform that ‘project’ is soon to be started…

Sanskar: (smile) very well then, c u to tomorrow in office Bye.. (call cut, smile) finally.. (went to change)

@Terrace

Swara was crying n remembering the incident at hospital..

****FlashBack****

Swara hearing what doc said.. fall on floor like a lifeless body, closing her eyes, tears steaming down, trying to absorb the news that there was no hope in him to live.. when the diary words flash in her Mind.. "I LOVE YOU JAAN, u cant even imagine how incredibly i am in love with u, but plx, never let that hope in me die! I wana live.. I wana live you, coz U R MY LIEF..." Swara remembering this, stood up n walk to OT, all look at her in confusion that what she was doing, she stand at door when Laksh stops her 4rm getting inside.. while all were shock at what he did n said..

Laksh: (furious) what u wanna c han? U wanna c how my bhai is laying there DEAD??

Swara: (snap in fury) he is not dead laksh! How can u say this for ur own brother..?? (disbelieve)

Laksh: didn’t u heard what doc just said?

Swara: (stress) he said there is no HOPE in him to live, but still he is breathing, n i want to c him, i am his hope n i am not gone let him leave me… (determine voice yet moist eyes)

Laksh: (upset. Sad. Low voice) u had already left him, n i don’t want him to suffer more, (serious) so plx, just leave…

Ragini: (shock, disbelieve) laksh? What r saying? He needs swara more then anythng at the time.. how can u say such things at this time??

Laksh: (serious) Ragini! Its better that u don’t say anything in this.. coz no matter what ur sister does, she is innocent just like u r.. right? Instead of being with me u r supporting ur sister?? (sigh) Haah, at least i had that shame, i tried to stop my brother but u?? U r supporting her??

Ragini: (disbelieve) what r u saying laksh? Do u even hear urself?

Laksh: (serious) yes, i know what i am doing n i am protecting my brother 4rm ur sister.. N now after this argument if u still keep ur sister side… then Ragini.. we r done..(stern, straight, all shock, ragini teary eyes)

Dp: (angry, bit loud) Laksh?? Enough! Have u lost ur mind?? Whatever coming in ur mind, u r saying it without thinking, (to swara) Swara beta, go inside…

Laksh: but Dad... (Dp show his hand to lucky to stop n gesture Swara to go inside, she walk inside)

Swara: (sit beside him) Sanskar?? Doctor said u don’t have hope.. (tears roll out) but u said u wana live with me, u wana live me coz i am ur life, (hold hand) then how can u do like this?? U r breaking ur promise?? But i have heard that Maheshwari's never broke there promise, (wipe tears by her hand back) u r angry on me n then u fight me na but don’t be quiet, show me ur tantrums if u want to.. but this, seeing u like this, (fresh tears roll out) its killing me, it kills me Sanskar.. (begging) plx, plx, i beg u, don’t leave me again n i promise.. i will never (stress as promise) never.. will doubt or question ur love, plx, plx (cup his face with love) i love u Mr. Aasanskari Oversmart..