Chemistry || Felix Lee ✓

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Felix's P.O.V

"Oh yeah, right" she awkwardly replied with a chuckle.

I feel like an idiot.

Felix, it's getting awkward, say something.

"Oh, by the way, I heard that there's a new event coming up at school" I said to her.

"Yeah, I think we're making a notice soon, it's a basketball thing. Do you play basketball?" She asked

"Yeah I play basketball"

"Really? Never seen you playing at school"

"Yep, I don't play at school"

"Are you trying to take part too?"

"I don't know, Hyunjin was really excited"

"Take part too, it'll be nice seeing you playing, well, I'll cheer for you"

That kinda changed my mind. I didn't try to take part but I think I should.

"Felix?" She called. I just realized that I didn't answer.

"Oh, yeah?"

"Well, I'm not forcing you though, it's your opinion"

"Um no, I was just thinking about it, I think I should take part too" I replied with a smile.

"Yeah~ seems like I need to start learning how to um- fangirling and all" she said with a serious look.

Damn! This girl is cute, I love her.

"Haha! Can't wait to see you shouting my name"

"Um- you wouldn't hwar it though" she said and pout.

"Why not?" I asked.

"If you play, you'll be even way more popular and other bunch of girls will shout your name and you probably wouldn't hear my voice" she replied and seemed shocked of what she just said.

"Don't worry, I don't care about other girls"

Oh shit and what have I just said?!

She blushed. I love seeing her blush.

"Stop joking, I won't cheer for you"

"No you should, if you won't, I won't play"

"Okay sure, I will cheer for you"

I can't help but smile all the time. I hope we could be like this everyday. I wonder what would it be like after this Friday, I don't know. I don't have a positive feeling about it. It's hard.

What actually will happen? I hope I won't be harsh about it.

You know, I could actually confess to her and ask her out and we could be official but what if she don't want it. I'm scared of rejection, especially hers. I'll try, yeah, I'll try.

In awhile, mom prepared the dinner, Lucy was helping my mom as I was watching them. My mom seem to like her a lot. My mom isn't acting, I can see it from her eyes. My mom always told me what kinda girlfriend I should have and her ideal us very similar to Lucy's behavior and self. My mom would be really sad if I don't end up with Lucy.

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After dinner, I'm doing the dishes, well, I'm in charge of that and mom probably wouldn't allow Lucy to though she offered herself to do it.

I wonder what they're doing, probably taking at the living room. I can't see or hear them, it's in the other room.

Lucy's P.O.V

I'm here at the living room, sitting in front of Felix's mom while he's doing the dishes. I'm quite nervous, yeah around women, I guess it's because I'm not living with one. She asked me dime basic questions about myself, she's really friendly.

"I've heard that you're chef Jae's daughter" she said to me with a Smile.

"Yes, he's my father" I replied.

"You're living with your dad right?"

"Yes"

"I've heard a lot about your father but not your family, would you mind if I ask you about it?" She calmly asked.

"Um no, it's okay. Well, it's that, my mom left us when I was born, my mom's an Aussie. I've never heard much from my dad though, um, about my mom literally and I myself don't really care about it cauSe I'm happy enough with my dad"

"That's good. I'm sure you'll have hard time without a mom while growing up"

"Yes, a lot, I sometimes wish that I have a mom cause I don't receive such love from a woman, I'll say. I'm living close with my aunts but they are married too and we don't often meet"

"I see, that must be tough sometimes and especially if we don't live together cause people are bust nowadays"

"Yes, my relatives are sure busy"

"Yes, I understand, you know, I understand and feel you a lot. As long as you're with Felix, know that I'm your mom too. Feel free to always talk and come to me. I'll always be here for you"

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