Chemistry || Felix Lee ✓

28

We need love.

12:00

Sarang
Happy birthday KIM!! ❤

Han
Have a blast!! 🎉🎉

Jeongin
M8 happy birthday, you're still younger than me though 🤧T-T💝

Hyunjin
Lol I.N. Happy birthday LUCE~~

Haemin
Unnie~~ !HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ❤❤

Minah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!! 💓 :)))

12:10

Me
Awh~💕 thanks guys! I forgot that it's my birthday

Seungmin
Oh shit, just woke, sorry y'all.

Seungmin
Lucyyyyyyyy~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! LET'S HAVE DINNER, YUSH.

Hyunjin
lol Lucy

Jeongin
yesss dInNeR

Han
Lucy, yes?

Me
Uh well

Me
Sorry guys, I don't think that's possible

Jeongin
oof- why ? It's your birthday

Minah
T0T

Me
sorry. I gtg sleep now, good night everyone

-

I quickly turn off my phone, as my tears are falling down my cheeks.

Felix, are you really gonna be like this? Are you really trying to end everything? Okay, I get it.

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Felix's P.O.V

It's 12:00 am

Me
Happy birthday Lucy [Message not sent!]

Me
Hey!! Happy birthday [Message not sent!]

Me
I'm sorry for everything, I'm not brave enough [Message not sent!]

-

Damn it. Felix, what's wrong with you?

*Knock knock*

My mom came in.

"Felix, are you feeling better?" She asked coming to me touching my forehead. She sigh.

"Just take a leave for a day, you're practicing too hard, it's not good for your health"

"Okay mom"

"Try to sleep okay? If you need anything, call me" she said as she walk out.

I miss you, Lucy.

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Lucy's P.O.V

It's lunch break, toady, I'm having lunch with the others. Felix's absent so I'm feeling a bit comfortable.

But why is he absent?

"Guys, Felix is not feeling well, let's visit him after school" Han said out.

"Really? That's bad, we should" Minah replied as they all agreed too.

"Lucy?"

"Uh yes?"

"Are you coming too?" Hyunjin asked.

"That's really bad, but I have plans with my dad, sorry"

"It's okay, it's your birthday, Felix will understand it"

"Yeah he will, dont worry"

I'm sorry Felix, please get well soon.

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Felix's P.O.V

It's really lonely staying at home all day. I'm just looking at my phone all day. Lucy's pic I had from the others and the ones I took while she doesn't know it.

She's cute, no, pretty, no, beautiful.

I always ask for Lucy's pics to Jeongin, since he's so dense always around her. He would always send me their selfies And her videos. And Sarang would also always send me Lucy's pics well. And I always saved her pics that they send on the group chat. It's like I have her album in my phone. I got her kids more than my pics.

She's the best thing that had happened to my life, surely. I'm a big fool to let her go.

*Knock knock*

"Yes" I responded a s my friends came in with big smiles.

They're all here, except Lucy. Well, why will come? After everything I did to her.

"How are you?" Hyunjin asked laying next to me.

"Really good, mom's just worried that I'm taking a leave, no major stuffs" I replied.

"Were you lonely?" Han asked as they all started teasing me.

What's with them?

"Yeah honestly, it's kinda lonely"

"Oh and Lucy, she couldn't come along because she's going out with her dad" Minah said.

"Oh I see, it's fine, it's good that she's going out with her dad, she always wanted that. Good for her" I replied.

"Oooohhhh" they replied in chorus.

"Come on guys"

"We know, you miss her" Seungmin said as my heart's starting to race.

"Yes we know everything, it must be tough" Haemin continued

"We were just acting like we don't know anything because we don't want to worsen your conditions" Sarang said as they nod.

"You guys" I could not know what to say other than that.

"But why are you so harsh on her?" Han asked.

"I know I'm such a jerk but I couldn't help it. I like her a lot but I don't  think that she'll like me back so I was not able to confess to her and ask her out. I thought this will be the easiest way to move on quickly but it ain't"

"Idiot. She likes you a lot, like a lot, you don't even know that?!" HyunJin asked loudly.

"Dude, it's hard to admit it" I replied

"Okay now, we just need to find a solution" Minah stood up.

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One chapter left with an epilogue ✨✨
I can't believe that I'm finally finishing it 😄😆🎀