These Four Walls -Niam-

i didnt know what to call this so i just went with the title of the song i used to wite it which if These Four Walls by little mix. read on and prosper....

These Four Walls

-Niam-

‘I feel so numb
Staring at the shower wall
It's begun,
The feeling that the end has come
And now the water's cold’

Niall’s POV

I woke up alone. This wasn’t unusual for me now. I knew Liam was cheating on me; I had done for a while. The only problem is that I love him so much that I just can’t let him go. Hell, he could kill someone and I wouldn’t leave him. I looked over at his side of the bed. The sheets were messy meaning that he had been home and he had slept, he just didn’t wake me up. I missed the days when I would turn to his side of the bed and be met with his beautiful brown eyes. Or when he would hold me close at night and hum lullabies in my ear. I bet that’s where Liam is now, holding Danielle close, humming her lullabies and making her breakfast in bed. Yes, I know who my boyfriend is cheating on me with.

Sighing I slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror. I was disgusted with what I saw. My skin was too pale, I was a bit chubby in some places and by eyes had big, dark bags under them. I was nothing compared to Dani, with her beautiful curly hair and perfect figure.

I stepped into the shower and started soaping up my body. After I had finished washing my body I stood numbly in the shower. I let the tears pour on my face. I just want my Liam back. I want him to hold me again. I want him to kiss me again. I want Liam to love me again.

I continued to cry for about 10 minutes, until my sobs turned into sniffles. I then stared at the tiles on the shower wall. Liam had chosen them. I continues to stare numbly at the wall until the water turned cold and I was forced to get out of the shower.