These Four Walls -Niam-

part 2

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‘I tried to eat today

But the lump in my throat got in the way’

Niall’s POV

After the horrible shower I had had earlier I decided to watch T.V until Liam got back. I had been waiting for about three hours and I was starting to get bored of keeping up with the Kardashians. I was about to go to bed again when I heard keys rattling in the lock on the front door.

“Li?” I called out “is that you?”

“Yeah it is Ni!” he said happily. I huffed, I hated it how being with Danielle always put him a better mood than being with me. Liam walked into the living room. He was carrying Indian takeout. I hated Indian (A/N I know he probably doesn’t but just work with me on this one k?) and I thought Liam knew that. Liam walked over to the couch where I was sat criss-cross-applesauce.

“I know how much you love Indian takeout so I decided to grab some on the way back from the gym.” Liam told me whilst pulling me onto his lap. There were several things that I hated about this. Firstly, he forgot how much I hate Indian. Secondly, he lied to my face; I knew that he hasn’t been at the gym all day and finally, he smelled like Danielle and sex. The combination of floral perfume and the smells of sex (A/N didn’t know how to word that one…) made me feel sick.  Liam placed what looked like a korma onto my lap. He then handed me a fork and a napkin

“Come on Ni,” Liam encouraged me “I know you like it! We went to the same restaurant a few weeks ago!”

Actually the last date me and Liam had been on was to the cinema and that was about four or five months ago. I sighed and stuck a bit of chicken with my fork and forced myself to put it into my mouth. I chewed and chewed on the disgusting chicken hoping the taste would go away but it didn’t. I ended up eating three bits of chicken whilst Liam had eaten two naan breads and a whole chicken korma. I cuddled into his chest and tried to ignore the churning in my stomach and the disgusting smell that lingered on his body.

“Can we watch a movie Li?” I asked him. He didn’t respond so I looked up to see him texting someone with a small smile on his face. I presume it was Danielle. I bit my lip to try to stop tears from spilling down my cheeks. About 5 minutes later Liam shifted me off his lap and went around the corner in the general direction of the front door. I frowned.

“Where are you going Li?” I asked walking after him. He was shrugging on his coat and grabbing his keys. “Li where are you going?” I pressed on

“Shut up Niall! You’re not my mother you don’t need to know where I’m going all the time.” Liam snapped at me. My eyes widened at his sharp tone

“Sorry Li,” I mumbled “I just thought we were gonna have one of those nights where all we do is cuddle. You know, like we used to” Liam turned to look at me

“I’m going to stay the night at Zayn and Perrie’s house k? Don’t try calling me cuz my phone will be off.” Liam told me with a glare

“Alright,” I whispered “will I see tomorrow?” Liam shook his head no and walked out into the night. I fell to the floor sobbing. I missed my Liam. My sweet, sweet Liam. I walked into the bathroom and slipped out of my shirt. I looked at my reflection with a frown. My cheeks were tear stained and my eyes had bags under them. I then looked down at my less than satisfactory body. I wasn’t fat but I wasn’t skinny either. I narrowed my eyes at my small stomach. Liam used to say I was perfect but he hadn’t for a while…maybe that’s why he went to Danielle, because I wasn’t perfect any more. I glared at my reflection and turned and bent down over the toilet. I shoved two fingers down my throat and tried to throw up the three bits of chicken. After I did I washed my mouth out with mouth wash and flushed the toilet. This is for Liam. I will be perfect again.