I do wonder how my life would be if I didn't meet David, aka my best friend who doesn't talk to me unless he needs to. So I guess we aren't really friends anymore. And as a side note, I also like this guy.. and he loves one of my friends. If I didn't meet him maybe I wouldn't have to deal with these feelings and heartbreak seeing them together. Ugh reading that sounds so sappy.
There are many good and bad things to every friendship, just right now I guess it's in the bad.